my bday & xmas

thank you xin rong ( Mei ) Celebrate me my early , & actual bday love u.... thank you for giving me so much ice cream ah -.-" but ok quite nice ......
thank you for u for all de treat ...... i will enjoy it....
hope nxt yrs i can celebrate with u & my jie & di also.........

during xmas i was very happy pei mei watch movie & quite fun ........ althought she very sleepy:(

Pls i wish her body condition get well & rest well... pls nth happen to her or else i will quite sad & sad......

so pls i wana her body get will & go out tgt & having joke & fun.....

haixz this yrs bday okok.... only i dont know y my mood had so no idea haixz............

my study haixz but i will try my best ^.^

Emo Xiao T.H.
 Happy xiao th

6/12/12

6/12/12

Meet Mei watch movie at vivo city, the show quite nice.... & can pei her watch:) 

After that walk walk fix her spec then eat dinner with her...

I was happy that see fireworks with her & I see her so happy too.... Wish her can Everytime happy & smile ok Liao

Wish her always stay strong & happy..... This is my only wish ok already.

Exam coming next week Liao.... Wish I can pass:) quite tired my body don't feel like studying at all don't know y.

Haixz never mind I will try my best

Jy th

Xiao th

Not knw what title wana put make it be ba

Wish Mei Mei take care herself & hope she can recover fast...

I very worry her when see her getting unwell...:( I only don't know how to tc her when I dk how I think I useless can't help her solve her prob & I very sad that sometime I like a knife in my heart very pain haixz I very upsad feel like giving up already

I only wish is wish her get well & I will try my best to let her happy & wish her exam can pass ok Liao......

I don't knw what happen to my friend all like getting cold to me le.... Haixz think I use to it liao to alone:( haixz all treat me cold even my close to me one also start to get cold to me le haixz.......

Chest start pain again randomly haixz never mind let it be I already use to it Liao if my time really come then let it be ba....

Nightmare from last 6 weeks till now same dream happen & happen again

Mayb is dec or near my birthday?

Wish my Mei (Xr) will take care her health no matter what.... Wish her exam can pass & wish her have a good happiness to her....

I don't knw y my heart turn sour & sad 

I see her happy then I happy Liao IMy Mei & all of u

Emo Xiao th

23/10/12

haixz seem my parents dont beileve what i say i giv up le liao i feel like abit out & useless wana cry & emoing myself.....
1st is my bro keep on lend $ from me :( that i dont have....
2nd is i keep on lending sis money & delay for return....
3rd is i pei mei was very happy.... but sad is keep on use her $ to eat & etc i feel so bad....
i like own many ppl sia.... if very uneasy sia...... i already sad wana cry liao keep on cant sleep & body keep on weak:(
4th is my sch thing. no friends to talk to & etc haixz i haixz dont wan talk liao no ppl seem understand me...
feel like start to keep thing between myself instead to other ppl liao..... i see wana say or not ba.

This few days pei mei mei eat walk pei her shopping i was very happy & abit sad when she abit unhappy i feel so use_ _ _ _ dont know how to an wei her :x haixz

I wish mei can take care herself & wish can pei me tgt work haixz...

Wish all my friend & sis , bro all happy ok liao......

to be continue

emo, sad T.H.

i feel so sad la....who can help me........... think no ba?

19/10/12

My body getting weaker & weaker  le I had no idea.....

Is my body fault I got take care my self dk y my body start weak since 5 week ago getting weaker & weaker le.

Very lonely Liao almost everydays no friend wana talk to me .... Now they start spilt Liao cause wana Tok to them is hard Sia..... Wana cry & sad forget it . Sch always alone no ppl . Don't feel like make friend. I already no mood Liao sad. 

Emo sad th

30/9/12

This is a first time I take neoprint with Mei I love u
Wish u can take care urself & both my Jie & Mei bday at oct im sorry that I no $ to celebrate with u all haixz.....:(
Wish Jie her wish come truth
Wish Mei get wish come truth & take care herself & wish her a super happy enjoy day for the day I pary hard for her.....

Gonna start sch soon gonna b alone with my friends again haixz sob

Take care my both Sis miss u all & di also

Xiao th

25-9-12

I'm such a useless guy see Mei Mei unhappy & sad don't know to to help her:( this yrs i totally no time management at all cause I very stress family :( i gomna giv up soon:(

My common test wish can pass I don't wana stay 6 month:(
Miss Mei ever & sis & friend

Call friend promise me help me in de end nb haixz gonna giv up

Lonely & emo & sad th

HaixZ

Why my life suk my aunt & my dad compare my bro again.... Wa Lou I feel like dieing seh fk my life fkfkfk All is about study:( I know I stupid la cnt study but I can go poly ma is already happy Liao haixz nvm ur choice to choose my fate.

Why i so stupid all the thing crash to me :( fk la wana enjoy holiday with Mei Mei de. Y end out like that haixz I miss u. Wish can with u. I'm sorry that I sometime bully u & make u angry. & is my fault that make u sad or moody. Sometime see u moody wana make u smile I dk what to do I such a suk bro . Sad sad boy boy

Wish today plan is pei Mei Mei watch movie haixz she can't watch horry   Movie haixz such a bad kor kor. But wana watch that show with Mei Mei haixz find not everyone fault is my fault & always my fault 

Sad & emo th

6-9-12

Morning call Mei then she 6 plus suddenly not well I was worry her then myself now. I can say she mine everything wana see her get well then I can don't worry le.

I was worry abt my exam & very stress I pray I can pass.

I keep on crying don't know for something that the thing well happen again 3 yrs ago from the gate of hell

:( pretty worry wish is I wan everyone stay health ok le then I can don't worry for nth le. 

The more I sleep the more I tired the less I sleep I nt well. Haixz

27_8_12 to 19_8_12

27-8-12 > Was very happy watch movie with my mei & we was very fun watching & good that she is happy. But im sad cause she nv go lesson scare she kenna debar wish no. then we go watch movie at tampines. after movie we go eat aijisan then i relise that my hp lost -.-" i dam worry what to do nv sleep haixz & thanks mei company me make a police report & etc.
I feel sorry cause kenna let her scold by her mom T.T I feel uneasy. cause is my fault that i lost my dam phone. sorry that u got a careless kor kor T.T haixz....................... but thanks mei company me.

27-8 to 28-8 > i nv sleep cause worry my phone almost de whole night nv sleep haixz.......
nvm then morning i go visit my mei then got 2 officer call me they say help me find my hp then i was happy abit they help me but i nv put any hope cause my phone hjaixz i very sad scare kenna dad scold haixz... etc dont wan say le. go d.g. eat sweensens as dinner.

today - morning wake up headache + pain. then nvm go ite on de way i heard a super good news that my hp was found ^.^ I DAM happy seh. then i collect le. i was happy. then eat dinner time dad call say 2 officer come my house ard noon say my phone found le. then furning dinner time dad call me scold me say u lost ur phone ah? & u better dont lose ur iphone hor or else i dont let u use. then i call my dad again wen walking home say i tell him a lies say i lost htc phone not iphone. haixz..... keep on lie my dad i start uneasy liao cause i scare he scold me. cause i very stress by my dad & bro haixz.... & everything....

My wish is my family having good health , Wish my jie & di good luck for everything.
Wish my mei gets well soon for her body worry her :( I wish she will b ok. miss her.


Xiao emo T.H.
crying on last mon to tue no mood. wed happy.

24/8/12

Long time nv update le quite bz.....
Exam over le now left my business diploma
Miss my Mei a lot wish she take care no matter what pray for ur healthy no matter what must stay strong nv giv up.... Dont knw what to write le my only wish is I can pass my diploma :(





Xiao th emo

Today

Today sleep a lot of time same nightmare again &again haixz forget it Liao wana find ppl to talk also can't nvm
Gonna keep it in myself in de darkness ba

Later gonna sleep again if cnt wake up mayb caught by them nightmare again ba this yrs think is de worst one

Xiao emo th

12 -8-12

I wana cry for today I really cannot handel my thing Liao exam coming no ppl wan tgt study with me plus my bro like tht nvm Liao I gonna crazy le..... Wana find ppl lend me a shoulder cry nvm leave me alone ba this few days I gotter .....

Xiao emo th
Crying

Emotion post write in sentence

😢😖😭😲💔😨😣💦☔👻✂🚬💰🔫🏧✈🇯🇵🇰🇷🆒♿🕛🕐🕑🕒🕓🕔🕕🕖🕗🕘🕙🕚
Who ever understand what I thinking then guess & tell me
Is a random emotion but sentence got sort of link slowly figure out ba

Random

5-8-12 

Miss my Mei I see her happy when I see her profile I long time nv see her smile le wish can see her Everytime happy & with her & wish cn Everytime sleep with her I lucky let her sleep when she sleep is really cute 

7-8-12 

Unwell de me still go sch haixz wish wana die I fking stress le no ppl care me I wana cry le I almost at night crying cause worry my dear sis haixz I wish I can stead with her but nvm I super sad wana kill myself to the heart keep on nightmare till cnt sleep much :( super haixz I wish Xin rong was beside me sleep 

Miss u too much.

Random mood for today

I very sad for something no ppl seem know me well nvm I'm very my heart sometime random upsad & hurt don't knw y

I still miss u. As a bro or what. Nvm I already given up for everything I gonna giv up my life soon or after if I cnt solve my family thing. All cause of de $ dad & bro I fking tired of this Liao la.... $ here $ ther forget it u all wan chase me out or say I stupid up to u Liao I don't care le. I wish I nt born here then no trouble & stress le. Stress in de max don't wan to show ppl. U all dk wad I feel nvm I was crying sometime in my dream & having nightmare more often Liao look like nvn u all slowly figure it out I don't say much le... I think I had no time to write le ba or don't feel like writing le

Emoing th night crying 

9-7-12

Today is my suk day every thing nv do well & cause my Mei trouble ask her help me abt my hmw & night I cause her scare is my fault I'm sorry let u scare u had a bad kor kor nb understand u much & u got a lazy & stupid kor tht dun know how to do work & nv do his hmw sometimes cause he had no idea what he thinking this few days & wish his exam can pass but dun think so cause he had a slow bain that not working Everytime He also dun knw y his heart sometime pain for nth mayb sense something not right & his near by also. I wish that Mei pls take care urself no matter what sad or what ur life must go On. My back getting pain & more pain I only scare 1 day if I cnt walk I cnt pei u cause cannot hold ur hand cannot hug u & etc I feel like crying cause I only scare 1 day will happen. My last night dream is abt that. Then u leave me. I was quite sad & emo very upsad & heart pain I scare I lose u. I wan u always with me. I wish I can. I wan to see u everyday see u smile not sad& emoing Miss u Mei Xiao th crying for something

1-7-12

I really care a gal that I really care her much dun wan let her upsad or unhappy by someone like me . I still not understand her well & I her bad kor tht keep on let her unhappy I am SORRY Im sorry that nv trust u cause my feeling is hurt cause is something no right & is hurt hurt hurt me I just feel like nv I really wana fall a part le. God I just stay with her side no matter what. I think I myself I forever lonely but from outside I try not to show ba I dw ppl worry especially her. I wish her get well & happy days dw her have a bad thing I just wan her happy tht all I wish I can protect her no matter what but nvm wana share my prob also nvm she not gonna say out same to me. I will forever lock my feeling inside myself no matter what I dw her worry . I miss u Think I only b ur bro after all :( Xiao emo th ( crying ) again for the night for nth I just wan to b ur side

30/6/12

I'm sorry that u got a useless kor that can't help u much If I really wan to have a relationship with u . I dun knw u accept or nt If u accept I cnt cause I really dun wan ppl say u got a useless bf cnt help u & I feel sorry that I cant help u solve thing when u r upsad I wana u b my gf Nvm I also knw tht u haven rdy a new relationship yet if yes u cnt forget ur past I know u still cnt forget him what he did to u Is hurt me that I cnt make u happy Mostly I like make u upsad I just wish only 1 wish I wan to stay with u no matter sad or unhappy I just wana b with u. U r my only gal that wan love but cannot love..... Xiao emo th ( crying )

Today27/6/12

I wana cry le I unwell I wan ppl pei me haixz I wana cry I wish my Mei will b wif me I really miss her & I wana see her more before I I wana go out wif her. I wana cry is y u sometimes so cold to me I really feel left out by u Nvm since already use to b a lonely life when u nt with me I very upsad This few days I going to start b lonely or emo dun stop cause u nt wif me & I really cnt take it u not with me I really miss u. I dun knw hw u feel to me My emotion is like weather I feel like crying my stress cnt take it le I feel like I wana nvm.... Is sad I fail 1 of my modual let my mood totally change &dun feel Study I very stupid :( Emo th wana cry only

Today

Haixz I'm such a useless ppl. That I cnt help my Mei to solve keep on let her keep thing by herself nv say out I feel like I very upsad see her like tht I super upsad wana emo.
When I wan to care her she seem like dw me I very de pain .
Mei I tell u nv believe urself means u nv believe ppl also cause u already haizz
I always beileve in u try to dun let u sad but I still let u sad I'm such a useless kor kor then ya
I really love u too much I just wan to b ur. Haizz think not possible ba cause u still haven forget him I think I wana let u forget him cause he hurt u too much I just wan to b ur side forever I dc u my Sis or gf I just wana stay wif u. To see u happy I think I fail
But u dun forget u sad or unhappy I will always wif u no matter what .

If I got any unhappy thing I think is nt de timing ask u to Tok to me.
Cause I only a sad boy wana b alone
I though u will company me I thought u will change my lonely life I think nah ba.

No matter wad pls tc & rest well
I miss u super much wana to hug u & dun let go

Xiao emo lonely
Is crying while typing this blog

11_6_12

i very worry my dear mei.... keep on kena nightmare....
i wish her get ride of it & have a nice sleep....
i dun mind de nightmare to me i just wana her sleep well i dw her get weak.....
i gonna crazy liao..... $_$ prob still haven solve yet. i wana cry liao la....... f my life...........

I such a useless kor kor that cnt solve her prob when she got prob..... just only see her like tht is hurt me......
i will pray her b ok...... i dw her sad........i wan her stay happy.....
haixz..... i think i cnt do it....... T.T
my body say de truth i abit cnt take it le. de stress still inside me nv release yet.....
i gonna start stm liao.... i scare i & her happiness gone T.T
i scare i will forget her but no............
i wish i cn see her happy ok le........

GOD PLS HELP ME TC MY FAMILY , MY GOD SIS , MEI, DI. & my some of de friend.....
 i wish them all healthy & stay happy .....
my mei also.....
imy.
ihy
ily

XiaoT.H. is ( _ _ _ )

5-6-12 & 6-6-12

5-6-12 : haixz today test really cant make it le..... i wana cry le...... i onli for 1 paper i can do.....
then todae paper i cnt do haixz i very upsad.....
thur paper i also cnt do cause no ppl teach me haixz.... haixz wana sob....
ok i plan liao if my common test i 2 paper i cnt do hor i gonna focus my business dipolma liao i really no choice......
miss my mei..... very much....
wana hug her forever......
love her....
i wish her pls tc....
& wish her exam can pass smoothly.......

Xiao t.h.
Emo , sad

4/6/12

Today exam haixz i had no idea i can pass or nt :(  cause i last min study.... & my chest is pain in de morning dun know y....
& i miss her...... i wish her pls tc & rest well... & wish her exam jia u...
sry again let u worry le.....
:c
miss u.... pls tc.....

if ppl still say me or everything bang to me i gonna mad sia....
wana cry but cnt.....

XiaoT.H.
wana cry T.T
but cnt

fk my friend & bro la

WTF my exam in de corner liao still dun understand me... fk la i no $ liao i still try to help u slove for ur thing. f la. i wana cry la.... u think i wan to help....

1) ppl no $ then lend from me. ok fine....
2) ppl so call good bro ah. when i no $ Fk off la no $ i know u all got only dun wan lend. i fking stress u all know..... i wana cry sia......
stupid me. stupid............ nxt time i see my mood liao.........

Xiao T.H.
Stupid & weak body.

3/6/12

today i make a 3 Big mistake that i nv make to let her hurt & sad :c
1) i nv hold her well in de end she go knock de wall :(
2) i cry again then let her sad & having heart pain
3) I shld not yell at her....
Just want to say sorry 99999999 X sorry i wrong....
i try to change not to yell or make u le........
is a good thing that i meet u cause u let me change alot.
& miss u ....
sorry that i make u cry is my fault.... i wont let it happen again......
i really miss u. Pls dun leave me no matter what.
i love u too....
Good luck on ur test & dun giv up i beileve u can do it...
& pls take care urself no matter what.
eat ur meal also & sleep early.

I will promise u that i will try my best to take care myself no matter what.

Xiao T.H.
Sad & sad. T.T.

30-5-12

Today very happy that I see her happy can le... This few days I very sad I had no idea That y mayb my family today my bro wan ask me to ask my dad that to lend $500 haixz how I ask sia... Wan I Kennan scold or what.... Haiix I dun know what to do I wana b crazy Liao I wana cry also can't cause I see her happy I also happy le. I so wana crazy sia . I wan her focus exam & take care herself no matter what & rest early. I really miss her no matter what. I wan to with her forever sob. Last few days I had no idea I got lots of bad dream I dun wan tell anyone... Forever miss u Mei I wish u get well & wish all ur unhappiness & happiness. Say Thing to me I dun wan u stress sia. Love u forever ....

Fuk my life la

Test I can't do well dun know what happen to me Hais fk myself la all blame me... Nb fuk la.... Ppl also Not happy when I remind them bring multimeter then his friend Kennan ban de locker also my fault . I wan cry Liao la... Today after sch do hmw then ask my friend teach me in de end he say dun knw fk myself la... Ok la all blame me la.... I wan cry Liao.... Wan find ppl tok also cnt find.... Fk la fine I shld keep myself.... Mei I wish u ok & i wish u everything goes well... & pls rest well & takecare... Miss u... Upsad emo T.H. Crying

Random

This few days I very worry my Mei health I wish her get well soon & no stress & no trouble also. Wish her get well & wish her exam good luck all the best. I beileve u can do it. Sorry that I sometimes cause u trouble or what I'm sorry about it. I just wan u smile no matter what. Wish u happy ok le Tc my Mei Love u , hugs u

1_5_12

My memory start to fade off soon le.... dun know y keep on forget thing & lazyniess come again haixz..... i very hate myself.......
I see my dear mei happy i ok le...... i onli scare 1day i forget her how.... but cant..... cause i love her very much.....
i wana cry cant
i wan to stay strong no matter what....... cause i miss her..... & worry her cause i love her.... I Wish her get well no matter what ok le.....l
love u ... imy,iwwu forever......
IWHU

Xiao emo t.h.

last few days , week or month

This few day i got happy & sad cause miss someone alot hat is my mei........
she always wif me no matter wad.... but i abit useless cause cnt protect her keep on let her worry T.T i quite sad..... i mayb already lost my friend liao tht one i hack care.......
my miss my mei..... love alot dun know y?
i wish her healthy gets well & her sleepness also & eat plus take care.... i dun wan her fall sick or wad....
god pls let her well no matter wad.....
i promise u mei that i will take care myself but u also ok??
ILU
IMY
IWSWU
IWEWU

Pls take my dearest  mei.....

love u....

Xiao T.H.

11_4_12

today company my bro for his case he settle le... everything mayb start to get wel....
now is my turn.
i very tired this few days cause of poly admin hting & eytc i will quite sad.... nvm i gonna forget it....... tired le... wish my mei get well soon & no matter wad i wish i cn wif her.... love her.....

Xiao T.H.Emo

unwell

my days think not much.... keep on heard something tht i dun wan to heard..... die liao keep on imaging something...... die liao eh........ hand still haven recover............ not enff rest cause too much stress at me..... gonna die liao.... this is my 1st step.......... of my dead life.........
no friend to tok to fine............. die liao.......... flu & stomach & hand & i bit cnt walk.......... haixz

sick t.h. emoing.......

unless T.H.

i super useless to settle thing..... now ppl say i giv 2 face ok fine lor say me like tht....... ok fine....... nvm i go die better u happy la.......... i lost my wallet u so call bro nv care much go die la....... f off la stupid..... y i must care u soo much when u nv care me........ say u got family prob.... i dun hab la........... f off la////// i f all the world la.... all hate me......... ok i pefer emo better then wif friend ...... i dun hab best friend or bro liao............ i trust u all. u all dun trust me.... go die............ i very sad u sae me like tht .... ok fine....

i wana cry..........

i very useless tht see my mei see me like tht.... i cnt help i very sad.... stupid boy nv care near me onli care friend then her if friend got prob..... need to solve then in de end ppl say me like tht..... fine ...... i go cry le........... this few days unwelll..................... sry to let my mei to worry even she sick i also dun know........... i suck a useless kor kor...........

wana cry de T.H. & gonna emo liao

9_4_12

today is my fking unless day.........
1) having some fight wif my dad at de morning......... abt de poly thing....
2) poly admin thing nv pay sch fee :(
3) Lost my wallet Wa f la stupid & careless Guys in the whole world....
4) make mei cry & let her piss off cause i using my anger to her :( sry mei cause i not in de good mood mei sry to let u cry & i cry.... + dun know y my other self suddenly come out for nth when i get weak or wad.... or crazy.....
5) bro wan to borrow $$ from me.....
6) scare my dad scold like shit then i call him when i reach home ya he scold me think when he come back he confirm scold again....
7) I gonna crazy anytime.... my phone dun like me the whold world dun like me.....
8) i ask friend borrow $ from me fine he say i got so much meh siao.... i know liao fine.... i msg him i lost my wallet he like nv care me.... wad kind of bro is tht........ nv concer me......... i hate them & myself stupid y care them so much if ppl nv care u ....
9) i scare 1 day i gone crazy..... my bro call me he wed need $ 260 for help for wed final.... i dun know..... i ask my dad to help he say no... cause i go poly & my fee so ex & etc y help him let him go J _ _ _ sia... i heard le abit sad & haixz nvm bro i will try my best to help u if dad dun wan help u..... cause i love u... althought u dun love me or wad? i like a atm to u or wad dun know..... sometimes i also hate u y u leave me alone let me handal the whole family prob to me + ur prob.... u think i wont turn crazy ah........ i soom or later sia............... i wana cry.......... u know.... cause of no ppl to tok to... toking to 4 wall instead of u wana solve prob but cnt..... everything all find me in 1 time i cnt take it...... i really cnt take it........... i gonna die soon liao .... if i cnt take it...
who can help me....... PLS AH i wan tok find ppl to tok to onli my mei........ love her alot alot alot sia...... always company me.... I wish her gets well soon.... i dun wan she something happen.... cause i lve her... i dun wan her get pain........
10 ) what shld i do now can anyone guide me? i dun know. i still unwell still handel lots of stres........... i love it.... thanks to my family + my friend..... hate them i wana b alone but cnt cause of my mei mei i dun wan emo.... cause i love her........... miss her........
11) i try to stay strong no matter wad.... cause i promise her.... tht i will stay strong.........

Xiao T.H. Is crying & soon crazy if no ppl to tok to... + etc......

my fault

8_4_12

today very fun wif mei cause i can see her ^.^ love her hug her...... kiss her...... watch movie wif her.... althought i abit unwelll but ya...... sry mei today T.T tht i wad u .... sry........ but i wish u get welll & dun let other stranger to touch u or wad i will kill them.... cause i love u ..... dun wan u wad happen to u .... love u who ever giv u make trouble to u is making me trouble me too.... so anything u got trouble or any problem pls tell me...

Xiao T.H.

unwell

This few days getting weaker & weaker during night..... i dun know y?
i miss my mei...... i dun know y 1 day nv see her i will feel uneasy.... isit _ _ _ _ in _ _ _ _ ? dun know..... i miss her..... i wish her get well & her trouble gone no matter wad........
mayb or few days later my condition getting worst i mayb not telling anyone i dun wan ppl worry :)
sick boy must stay stong no matter wad............ If i study poly right i gonna focus 2 dip i dun know i cn do it or nt..... no ppl push me :( i wana cry liao..... if 1 day i turn out crazy i will stright _ _ _ ba?? mayb no........


Xia0 emo T.H. Wana cry loud

6_4_12

Today go hiking very fun only rain :(
& also thinking i shld go poly or no.... 60% yes.........
i dk also..... my brian still nt sure........

stupid me....... slow learner me & emoing me......

no friend ever....... sometimes care for me sometimes make fun of me sometime nv care for me if i care them + if got any prob i come for u.... u all got come for me? i now thinking...... see todae weather is crying i also ba...... cause feel like........

play pool wif friend at csc quite fun.... now gonna no idea..... headache & unwell i still company them...... haixz stupid body.....

Emo & Sad & lonely T.H.

5_4_12 ( Confuess )

Thanks mei to company me go np to take my enroll poly thing... love her.... & sry tht nv let u see doc i know u unwell i still ask u pei me... I very sorry..... i feel sry abt it..... mei i wish all ur trouble cn tell me no matter wad love u forever..... if u not gonna tell me ur matter & tgt solve up i not gonna tell my prob any more not even here onli my heart. If u nv tell me......

Ok here a prob for my confuess

I dun know i wan go ns or poly + i worry alot of things....
1) family / Friends & dear ( mei )
2) study or NS
3) money prob...

1a) I thinking if i go ns right i scare my dad wont giv me allowance for study + de fee very high & etc
2a) If i study right i totally focus 2 dipoma sia 1 is my business private dipoma & Electrical Dipoma I only scare i cnt crop & i scare i can study 1 & if i got poly right i scare i will fail & etc.... +etc..... i very confuess sia..... + i'm de slow T.T
3a ) if i keep on go out with my friend so call brother ah eat ex thing & etc i gonna die + etc + my real bro will say need $$ if he nt enff & etc....

Say de truth..... when i pri sch i dun know y i cnt trust ppl so much onli my family & my trust friend & my mei.... cause ireally trust them no matter wad......
Cause last time i kenna back stable by ppl who back stable me then tht right i hardly trust ppl & etc i scare the history will happen again + etc i now very confuess sia... i wana cry.... Shld i tell or no i also dun know
I wish ppl will giv me advice sia no matter wad i gona lost my way soon.... i cnt take it anymore i wana cry sia......
If my dad say 1 word decided myself i gonna b crazy & not gonna tok to ppl liao cause everything is me me me me me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wana cry........ how ah............ how ah...................................... feel like dieing sia.... but cnt cause i got my dear mei tht i trust her alot... love her mei.... sry nv tell u my prob cause very hard to solve tht right i gonna crazy....
if i 1day crazy pls try to stop me if i go wrong way cause i trust alot no matter wad... love u....

After reading this pls dun cry...... cause i love u very mnuch....


Xiao emo T.H. Wana cry & crazy if cnt take much stress......

4_4_12

i go sch wif my mei eat breakfast is was raining heavly haixz poor mei so cold i hug hug u .... after tht we in sch go do duty after tht we go indoor sport hall see de panel of led wa..... then we 2 having stomach pain & etc dk how haixz...... miss her alot sia . wish can kiss her & hug her......
After tht we go tampines eat ajisen after tht bus to csm.
Wish her get well soon....... love her forever ^.^

3_4_12

Today go sp wif friend wa sei i dam angry sia... all nv tell me their plan then they thought they know wa kou wad kind of friend is tht sian sia. nvm i already use to it le........
today go study wif my mei ok la onli she late then i emoing till nth to do see fb & etc..... after study we eat lunch after tht eat ice cream then watch movie wa........... today watch movie wif her vry funny & not fair she found my weakness zzzzzzzzzz haixz kenna bully haixz then overall watch wif her i very happy ^.^ love her hug hug ^.^

I Wish her sta happy ever after love her.... pls tc ^.^ no matter wad ok......

ytd sleep onli 6 hrs sia......'
mayb today also ba.........

i also dun wan let my mei worry tht i unwell.... dun wan to let her know dun wan let her worry cause later she worry ^/^ ok i tell at blog ba..... my heart or lung pain abit + stomach pain or gastric pain whole body la... i dun know y..... mayb use to it angry liao till bo mood -.-""

I Wish my mei get well soon for her cough & her flu no matter wad....God ok pls help me tc her no matter wad....

Xiao T.H.

2_4_12

Today morning i got some mood for thing... after event. i dun know y i feel sad suddenly mayb ppl bluff me or wad shit T.T i very sad today tht ppl backstabe me + friend keep on make me for nth..... when i really dun hab de mood..........
i wan cry also cannot.... today i dun know wad happen to my mei she seem got things hide from me nvm if she dun tell me i dun wan force her ba....
today is my fault to make her. We today like nv tok much like got a wall to block like tht.
mei today sry for cold to u..... i also know u no mood for ur case so dun wan ask u much.
when u ok then tell me everything ba..... I wish u get well soon no matter wad. I just wan see u smile onli not sad ...... i dun mind ur trouble is my trouble.... cause i love u......... pls tc no matter wad..... love you forever......

Sad & emo Xiao T.H.

2_4_12

unwell today dun know y... mayb is morning ba...........
going sch soon...... ytd cry & sleep :( i wish my mei get well soon no matter wad & hope todae nth happen to her
pls tc mei love u & miss u.......
today is a cold weather not suit for me :( wana cry again if rain.........
my exam haixz i nv score well
i very stupid that i nv study hard my lazyniess cause me sia :( i wana cry tonight again........
see ya

Sad T.H.

my mood

this few day i think i gonna emo ba.... cause alot of my thing i cnt control & is out of control till i keep on going out. cause i worry my bro case & my parent's haixz........... i already sad liao. if i treat my so call friend as bro hor i dun think they will care me much cause if i care them then i got de feeling they nv care me at all i already learn my lesson le Y. Y i do this again & again all is my so call friend as a bro gt R & S prob i company him wad my reply. nth i very sad. & i wan find ppl o tok to also cnt. i very stress wana burst le la..... i wana tell my mei mei but cnt she got her own trouble & problem i dun wan let her wry so nv intend to tell her cause reason de.........
i also sometime cnt sleep well often wake up suddenly for sudden dun knw wad happen...... force myself sleep also cnt..... nvm. so no matter wad i emo or sad or happy i will hide it from myself ba..... nv tell ppl ..........

Think i gonna mia for awhile le... since i like causing ppl bad luk cause of my mood tht right ........ i will stay at home to tok to myself better........

I wish my mei gets well soon

nightxz love her ever.....

Xiao emo T.H.

today very fun

Today very fun wif my mei mei company her go out walk walk & etc.....
my dear mei mei ah no matter wad i always wif u .... i dun wan let u wry & having sick.... cause i really love u .
Say de truth i nv happy long ago le since think u r the only mei & some of my friend let me happy no matter wad. & tc.

i dun wan u what happen to u.

if i really got wish i wish u get well & no more emo & tell me all ur worry & trouble. dun worry to trouble me i love to lsten to ppl... so dun worrry.....

After seeing ur blog i feel like crying or got something hurt in my heart sia very pain dun know y....

Mei go out wif u i very happy.... If u really unwell or any trouble pls tell me then i wont worry much.....

now i like getting worry le cause u dun tell me as last time u promise me :( i very say.... i know u got something to hide wif me u dun wan say nvm i dun wan force u....... i gonna tc myself no matter wad,,,, love u.....

Sad & Emo T.H.

Love my friend & god sis ever after........... most is i love my mei mei alot cause she let me happy

Mei i tell u de truth....... before i met u i already having some weak body le cause is born on dec ba. dun worry i will stay strong.....

1_4_12

today apr fool day hope can fool ppl but didnt -.- lols........ hope my mei get well.......
i having some pain todae dk wad happen -.- haixz

haixz

I feel now dun know wad i wan to do.
Keep on thinking having enjoy dun wan study my private diploma ZzzzzzzzZ haixz i hate myself.....
This few days i not so well cause of my right hand since exam day..... I hate myself getting lazy & play game but i did not.....

My wish:
1 ) I Wish i can get well soon & my bro case hope he ok & my family they have a good healthy My mom get well soon when i go ns pls take gd care no matter wad. My dad if u tired wana sleep pls dun drive no matter wad. I love u all no matter wad.
2 ) My mei also pls take care & hope her all trouble & sickness or pain gone or wad. I only wish her to get well no matter wad. Love her.

I dun mind use my life or my energy to giv them cause i love them.
I very sad ah. friend getting further to me haixz wad i do sia. If i did wrong then i say sry. nvm i gonna emo no matter wad

now i thinking if one day i unwell or wad. who will care me? my best friend nv care me ba. say gd bro i already having cheat so call bro le say will b ther e wif me but didnt i wana cry wana to tok to ppl also cnt.

i very xin kuo ah i cnt tell ppl. i feel like knock wall or let god or death god take my life.

i very sad la. wana cry but cnt cry. All i did is wrong no correct. i treat some ppl gd they nv care when i make them then they angry. ok fine gonna sad forever no matter wad.

Xia0 L0nely.

I shld dead on my pri 6 or sec 2 bdae time le. but didn't :( :C >< T.T

30_3_12

I Wish my mei get well soon & todae when out wif him quite happy & sad is she not well nv tell me wana cry I Wish she ok no matter wad & no trouble ever after.

I dun mind his trouble & pain or sickness pass to me or half also can. I dun know she Xin kuo = pain I Wish her healthy get well no matter wad....

God ah pls Take good care of her no matter wad. as last time u promise me a few yrs ago if i got a few wish. I hope it will come truth. ^.^

Xiao emo T.H.

29_3_12

too long nv write my blog le....
this few days keep on bz & etc T.T
i was not well wake up then nvm etc for thur haixz... feel like sleepy or wad dun knw.
& i was alone at my sch audi there i heard something haixz such a unlucky day sob..... haixz nvm if the thing wan find me then come lor. i dun care much le....

hope i can get well soon & my mei mei also ^.^

Xiao emo T.T

12_3_12

this few days i feel so weak :( my hand dun knw wad happen... haixz.... bidy gonna unwell dam sad.... todae very happy go watch movie wif my mei she keep on laughing dun knw y -.- hahahaaxz....
i wish she get well soon dun hab any trouble for her i pray her get well soon...

i wish i cn b a caring kor kor ok le..... jia u mei.
if she got any pain i wish the pain giv me so she dun hab too much pain:) tc mei mei

emo & happy T.H.

my camp daes

I very Tired nt enff sleep keep on having bad feeling etc & my timing suk of some1? dun knw. haixz i very sad..... i very tired........ no ppl to tok to T.T hate ppl back stabe i also finding ppl to tok to .
when i see my friend vry unhappy or wad i try to talk to him & ok le. + now i wana if i got prob got any1 will come for me? i now wondering.
I love my mei tht care me i very happy. but haixz she also gt some personel thing so i dun wan talk much. as a kor i also dun knw how to help. as a kor i knw how to listen onli. & try to an wei her.
i hope this month over is over le
New yrs i gonna b happy n & hack care ppl liao....

sad

Pri sch we use b so call best friend ?
Sec sch u M.I.A for me for nth cause u fail ur psle & etc. Find u also no use -.-"
In ITE U suddenly call me play games + etc.
some more if u got some BGR prob i stay wif u whole night. u sad or pain i wif u.
now i also wana R u treating me As Best Friend or wad i wondering
then suddenly u msg me i also wana reply or nt but i also reply.
I think i gonna say Gd bye as a best friend or friend liao. We no more friend 4ever. cause say need u u will company me or etc u nv i cn see truth friend le. as u R NT GD Friend at all... gd bye.

24/12/11

Thank YouMY JIE & MEI Giv me Present & go underwater world instead of uss cause of rain >.<

starting i abit haixz cause is everything nv plan well cause of me & de rain T.T sob sob but ok le... Overall i very happy that jie & di 1st time on actual day celebrate my bdae if i nt wrg ^.^

Thanks love u all very much

To my Xin Rong ( Mei )

Thank for ur B'dae & Xmas Present

Sry that i nv giv u b'dae present cause i dun knw wad to buy i'm so sry. U are my dear mei tht sometimes let me worry T.T But as ur kor dun need say sry to me everytime. Cause i care for u ^.^

& i unhappy time u also gt care me ^.^

Pls tc when u see this blog ^.^

Love MY Jie ( Yee San ) & his BF

Love My DI ( An zhi )

Love & Thanks very much Mei ( Xin Rong )

Happy Xiao T.H.=D

26/10/11

YTD NAFA TEST its was very tired + i run contiue no stop to let myself dun giv up plus ok my running ok + onli my heart still nt ok.
cause i wana try something tt i run while i see my heart realli giv me prob or nt.
erm... like proof me wrong cause if my heart really got prob then i run by right got pain or wad but nv? no idea.
think food i must watch out liao.
i miss my God mom , Sis tht care me alot but i no time to msg or chat wif them. cause i bz this month after tht no more le i wana mass sms my mom but she kind of bz cause her sch start soon.
I wish her jia u for her sch dun giv up. ^.^
i having some fever for nth T.T wana haixz maybe weather ba?

Sick T.H.

16/10/11

This Week I very Tired & Sleep unwell + heart quite pain dun knw y?
eat plian food + etc also nt use.... think i really m,ust free then cn gnna see doc or else i think my life shorten.
i know my body very well. keep on tired + nt enff sleep T.T
Friend come back from sg le. Happy + erm.... also abit sad i gonna finish my whole month event then i cn rest or else sian sad....
i wana giv up but cnt.
I must jia u ^.^ no matter wad.

Tired + Emo + Sad T.H.

9/10/11

Too long nv write blog Sry for my both ppl who care me & cold to them cause i keep on Bz I very sorry.

Last 3 daes i staying in sch rdy for sat event quite fun overall ok... But sry tht i nv take care myself keep on like to sleep wana sleep no energy haixz & friend keep dun wan eat health food. then keep on fried food T.T till i realise my heart very pain & heavy T.T cnt sleep well waiting my boss to come back take over me to take care myself or i wan handel de this month then ok le.... I WAN STUDY + Rest T.T i dun wan let ppl see me & bully liao..

Tired Xiao T.H.

26/9/11

Today go NS check up then last selection they say my heart abnormal haixz gonna go de new hospital & check T.T is on 22 DEC 11 haixz no ppl wan company me sad lor,,, find....
my hand numb.
Happy thing my mom finally ok le ^.^ love u mom ^.^ i dun mind shorten my life to to giv my mom.
As long my mom really ok .... SRY mom IS MY FAULT that i nv go home 2 night cause u go outside eat...
every year is my fault T.T haixz SRY SRY......



SAD + Emo Tong heng

3 days > 23 / 9 / 11 to 25/9/11

23/9/11 - i go take my private exam wa.... exam paper like dun like me i dun know i cn pass or not sian haixz sad lor... WISH I CN PASS SIA or lese i dead meat...
After exam i free no stress yeah go shop & go eat dinner with friend cause he fly other country then i nv sleep etc then company my friend etc..... got alot of thin happen lazy to type no kind of mood.

24/9/11 - nv sleep ytd then direct go sch do duty etc wa siah i soild my 1st time nv sleep onli rest while then duty quite stress hope i cn do it well... ^.^ after that i hear from my dad my mom not well at 3+pm then i say i cnt go cause i still in sch haixz sad lor.... after that my dad cnt work 5hrs because of me nv come back cause i was bz in sch & eat dinner le i take cab come back

25/9/11 - my mom go hospital haixz morning i tired sad lor..... etc Pray hard she ok T.T haixz sleeping .... now then my aunt call me sian la... now going to see my mom.
noon go see my mom with my dad & aunt then we go ttsh after tht got 1 male nurse ask my particular abt my mom de... he ask me how old am i? i say 19. then he ask his colleague 19 cn meh? WTH... sia i heard dam angry. then my aunt is isit my dad ? he say yes.WA KOU DAM FUNNY HE THOUGHT MY MOM IS MY WIFE -.-"" HAHAHAHAHAXZ I sian la no mood of this kind of joke T.T
think todae gonna eat maggi mee lazy outside eat

22/9/11

21/9/11 - i go went to work very tired....
6am my dad suddenly rush to my room say quick wake up i wan watch de show i ytd record one dun knw y nv record he told me.... ok nvm i gonna wake up rdy to work le then help him lor.
after tht i see my hp wa kou my phone ask me on stand by wa kou i early wakew up sian la.....
then my dad cnt watchi his show then he use his friend to pull me say tht my friend know how to watch de show online by hp or wad.... then i tell my dad y dun ask them to teach u. My dad giv me xiao qi the face tht i dun like then he rush to living rm read news paper then i help hiom do the show thing la.... after tht ok le then etc lor.... i cnt sleep for 2hrs cause of my dad kou.... then he watch end i went to sleep 9+10+11 am like tht my friend call me quickly go padang to work i say ok lor... then my mom already buy food for me le kou la..... nvm i told my mom to save it for dinner in de end both my parents nv keep for me then eat my dinner kou? angry or nt?
i go work then kou rain + sun + windy carry thing etc.... then injure my hand T.T sad hor....
Tired

Then i now i cnt sleep dun knw y.... Kou....
the last week or last few days post i will post when i free....

Sad T.H.

14/9/11

YTD whole night nv sleep cause worry someone. Haixz
I think i over care ppl liao. i also cn dun care much ppl if ppl make me sad or angry. nvm over le... cnt sleep is not tht reason is my prob tht dun knw y i cnt sleep sad... My really best friend gone le cnt hear me talk. I wan find ppl to talk also cnt ok BB for my friend i will forget u le. Since U M.I.A for 2yrs nv contact me or was. I hate u . If u find me i also ignore u le.
I care my parent then they sometime scold me or hack care me. ok i think i also giv up liao.
TIRED LE.
i sleep abbit nia then my right hand cnt move dun knw y. haixz then use my nail to poke also no feeling haixz... now ok le.

I today got long dae to go . later going to work till hope is before midnight reach home for rushing my tuition @ 1.+am
After that thur i got Sch duty to do. Wa sei i hope i cn tahan no matter wad. i cnt fall .

God bless me.

Tired Xiao T.H.

13/9/11

YTD like having some nightmare.
haixxz... nvm over le... hack care also dun wan think much...
Sad ah my blk got ppl jump down -.- WT.... & i hear some voice....+ inside my rm also got WT.... haixz....

Then having some deep sleep Wa sei Dream abt i die WT.... Think nt possible ba.

If i Die I Worry my Parents Especially my mom T.T & my Dad & Bro.
mom got sickness
Scare Bro ask for $$ for my dad
Scare my ro nv tc hiself ETC.
If i gone .
Haixz... Dun think le
I Wish i cn study hard... Pass my exam let ppl no worry
my body start unwell soon liao...
after my another exam i go see doc fully check.
cause keep on like to sleep + chest pain + Gastric...
or i overthink ? nvm....
i dun think negative liao.....



Xiao T.H.

12/9/11

Today keep on Study till headache I Wana cry liao
i left 1 more week plus Exam hard to study sad i feel like going to die T.T
y my life so difficult zzzz... i feel so stress......
stupid gastric pain .... fine lor


Sad Sad T.H.

11/9/11

My Sch Exam Over Yeah ^_^ Sad is Scare Will Fail T.T After that I still got my Last Exam is Private Dip in Business I hope i can pass...

CCA I THINK I GONNA Stress soon + gonna b mad le cause i nv having too much stress in one go + alot of thing gonna handel by me If 1 step wrg i dead.

My Health Going to dec soon le My body for this month get weak soon if i nv see doc...
i having Gastric pain 3daes + headache on 5 daes + le... still cnt see doc yet. Cause is nt the time... After my whole thing i gonna see doc mayb?

Xiao lonely T.H.

22/5/11

early in de morning 5am wake up call an zhi go eat mac. bafter tht go work at 7am to almost 4pm like that go home......... After that meet jie wen , chu han & Yong sheng eat steamboat...... very full ^^ n drink half cup of tiger beer ^^

eat Big breakfast extra n like todae keep on treating ppl -.-"" haix.................. but todae quite fun ^^
sian i cnt eat see food much T_T

very tired wana sleep but cnt cause too full n hungry again ^^
I drink beer + soup + pesi + mug wa sei soild ^^

Xiao emo T.H.

24 to 25 dec

24 DEC. My b'dae.... Sad.... 7.30am wake up 1st go see doc for check up for my ear TT haix.... then i totaly wait 3in de half hrs for the doc TT haix..... after tht go parsis ris park wif my di n my jie n her BF ^^.... then we having so call panic ^^ her BF cook de fired rice dam nice sia ^^ hahaxz..... after tht we go play monopoly at my ipod touch ^^ then loser like nth happen hahaxz.... we totaly play 2 hrs + at there then we saw 4 cats then we feed them hahaxz....... after tht eat cake then.... We go home..... then my di n i go watch midnight movie hahaxz....... then go home ard 3+ am sleep ard 4+am then

25dec - i wake up ard 7.30am..... then go sleep for awhile till 8.30 suddenly got call say i got work then i g sleep again till 11.30am wake up rush eat lunch n go work ^^...

todae dun knw wad happen to me.... haix.................. T_T

27/11/10 - 28/11/10

27/11 - My friend N I go buy ticket at P.S. Then we take mrt go there after tht i go the newcomer there buy ticket....... She so funny sia..... n abit too rush... press $4 then del , then Student price for sat.... then i ask him sat got student price meh i ask him go ask ppl.... then she del then put us normal price..... lucky sia...... or else she sure kena scold hahaxz.......... i Very god de tell ppl very honest...

28/11 - then i meeting my friend at tam then tgt go P.S. Watch movie...... then my friend 1hrs + then come watch de harry potter wa sei he lucky he cn go in sia then i pass de ticket to him ^^ then he nv miss last part hahaxz........ after tht i todae eat 2 times dinner TT cnt eat sia haix TT then eat mac then cn eat more hahax.............. todae quite tired TT

22/11/10

Todae in class i very hyper sia make danny hahaxz.... till i tired then rest.......... in ET theory wa sei teacher talk i wan sleep agai........... mayb tired ba dun knw........ then after lesson right my friend n I go to T blk Take Lift then the lift come liao we go in then another 3 ppl go in also........ then i dun knw y suddenly shout sia.... cause they like playing lift 1side put close 1 side press open Then I scold them say wei duin play the lift la they say SRY.... i was bit angry if got ppl hav urg then they play the lift u angry or nt?? haix........... 4get it............

Then after eating wif friend we go tampines i go take 23... cause i was tired dun knw y... mayb tired ba..... haix.......

21/11/10

I DUN LIKE TODAE OPEN CASHIER HAIX.... LUCKY GOT FRIEND ASSIST ME ^^ SAD IS THE MACHINE LIKE DUN LIKE ME AT ALL... NOW LIKE REGRET B CASHIER HAIX.... 1ST DAE ALREADY LIKE DIEING THEN IF EVERYWEEK END I SURE DIE FAST TT WHO CN TAKE CARE ME TT

31/10/10

today company an zhi go eat mac at 8a.m. then breakfast end at 9a.m then we go take 31 to go work ^^.... then early i go de shop there see the bar code see got any change... so far no ^^ then we go work ^^ 10am start work.... wa sei morning super many people.... till 12pm to 2pm like that no many ppl....

!st story...>then kena scold by very 1st customer cause i nv put thing good.... then the A customer wan the voucher then nv hit till 60... she onli hit onli 50 then ask her friend to walk ard see wad thing to buy lor.... then they come back B customer say Wei u nv q-up ah.... then A customer not happy say U can see i here ah..... Then B customer say how i know is ur friend la. cannot ask isit? Then A customer say CANNOT ASK N TOTALLY Cnt Ask .... then B customer not happy liao.... then see them hab a big qualler ( Fight la) cause dun know how to spell....> ok continue my story.... After A customer go liao right Then See B customer then eye fight say wad see wad see to de B customer then the B customer tell de A customer I go see u meh.... then A customer Go liao right Then B customer Say DUN think u rich or wad la...... then B customer say tht she know we cnt scold ppl ma then She help us ^_^ this word we heard so happy ^_^ =D..... Sad I almost Cry Sia cause of A customer Say me T_T......

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2nd Story > Troublesome customer also wan de voucher then nv hit 50+ 60 like tht left by 1 item nia... then she go buy Bread then still cnt hit her target -.-" then she see Another Take 3 Cup Noddles then say can i borrow ur 3 cup noddles She wan the voucher then de Customer say ok lor then Scan 3 cup noddle.... Wa lou 2 ppl pay de thing WTF 1 is cup noddle another is the dam auntie say wan de voucher WTH.... ok nvmm.... Worst thing is say wad u know.... Say wad wei can u help me carry thing... then i say to where... in my heart say if at ur house i sure say cant la.... lucky she say Put at de to-to & 4D shop there.... WTH not enough hand ask ur family or friend take for u la... Y us Sia..... I fuking not happy T_T.......

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Todae tired leg Cramp cause stand so long _T tired,\... haix.......

END STORY ^^

Sad n emo Tong Heng ( cause scold by customer T_T )

24/10/10

Today do cashier wa sei abit fun n tired T_T cause need to remember thing bar code + etc vegi n fruit also TT sian..... n fun is can press de button till hahaxz...... then after tht keep on talking T_T 1dae abit tired liao..... haix........ BUT FUN ^_^

23/10/10

on 23/10. I n my friends go cycling at de cycling at de East Coast Park hahaxz....... then we cycle abt 2hrs like tht..... then i go my working place to buy something n ask abt my working schedule abot my tml timing.... after that clarence , My friend n I go park way parade eat MAC after eat we go home ^_^

then the nxt morning haix........ i dun know y i injure my nose T_T sad....... haix........ then todae must type my things out for tml things....... Jia u ^_^

22/10/10

on 22 / 10 / 10 - after sch i go home wa sei 30 min reach home from sch ^^ n hor i go bath change go start my 1st dae of work..... quite tired w/o notice cause carry thing up n down ^^ then 10+pm eat my dinner very tired TT i almost late for work T_T luck abit late =D

19/10/10

Today lesson end at 12pm then sad is suddenly got meeting on 4pm haix..... sian sia..... I go home 1st then rest while then take bus to tam WA SEI RAIN HEAVY T_T n nv bring umbella bring jacket to b my sheleter haix.... almost wet n I almost fall down T_T Heng .....

.... but everything of de CUP STACKING Event almost done liao now settle my av Side onli..... During The meeting wa lou they keep on say F**** lol then etc..... then member scold VC f*** then we hear wth.... NTH to say we laugh hahaxz........... tml lesson dam suk..... 8am till 4 to 4pm end lesson haix..... yao jia u ^_^ n hor tml go settle my whole thing then i cn rest ^_^

Stay Single till I find My Truth love ^_^

18/10/10

Today good day very active ^^ Sad is i almost lost my itouch.... lucky i go cafe cehck my bag luck i chiong to take my itouch at de class or else i will em0 ard 1month TT todae eat KFC with friend hahaxz.......... then today take 23 haix 23 no welcome me sia... always take 23 i sure miss de bus haaix......

13/10/10

Todae tired still the same 5+ wake up then etc.... then todae dam tired T_T haix.... need to report sch for event T_T haix.... n hahaxz...... overall ok hahaxz.... safe ^^ after that i eat alot my friend say still can eat i say Yes.... hahaxz..... after we nv go PE leg tired..... haix.... + go home time wa sei i sleep like pig till my hp rang i still dun knw.... broke record hahaxzz..... 3miss call when sleeping in bus -.-"

Miss lesson sian.... cnt crop liao la.... haix.....

12/10/10

Today dam tired..... i today wake up ard 6.40am Wa sei... this is my 1st time late go sch T_T sian lucky my mom call me..... quickly take bus...... then todae lesson good... okok.... then todae go sentosa with my god sis... n her god bro... n other ppl.... i almost lost T_T....... hahaxz..... today very happy... =D

thanks my friend today take over my duty.... thanks.... n sry.... tml i will not make any mistake...

11/10/10

Todae sch reopen very tired.... start at 8am then like nth much n bored T_T sian.... after that my friend n i go do duty.... dam tired..... n this 2week time table will change KNS Sian..... tired..... then i was going home i go buy octopus ball *2packet.... then i reach home.... WTF my mom cook fired rice T_T i almost cnt finish my food.... lucky i can eat ^_^ .... sad 4 tml sure no tired..... reach home at 7.30pm T_T

9/10/10

Todae go meet my chang rong N nazree at tampines inter.... then we go to take MRT to esplandae then walk to suntect ^_^ then we watch the other guy..... erm......... overall okok la....... onli funny hahaxz....... after watching naresh come find us ^^ then we have a chat at bugar king.... after that we go challenger walk walk.... n some go play game ^_^ hahaxz......... after that we go home ^_^

8/10/10

Todae went to sch having meeting ^_^ then gots lots of thing to do so no choice sch event.... T_T hope no stress TT....... n after that go tam then take 23 go do psp thing.... haix..... todae dam tired..... dun knw y...... sian.....

7/10/10

Todae going sengkang meet clarence n yong yang to eat lunch at compass point ^_^ then we eat at kfc hahaxz.... then a few mins later i saw my Nazree hahaxz..... i was shock hahaxz..... then like tht my friend n i eat eat eat then i we have some joke n etc... then i go buy reg pesi then after buying WTH they promotion coffee zzzzzzzz....... then i like todae at KFC drink 2 reg cups of pesi n 1 small cup of coffee zzzzzzzzz.........

After that we go arcade play... then i go play time crisis 4 n datona hahaxz.... then after go clarence house play wii hahaxz... hand pain n Fun ^_^

Tml sch sian -.-" jia u^^

6/10/10

Todae go find job then ask yong yang to take us go there...... after write de application form then we go parkway eat mac after that go walk walk n I go buy my printer ink... After buying we go window shop... after that we go NTUC buy sushi to eat hahaxz.... after that go home.......... then i go buy green apple ice blended + jelly..... n eat sushi at home + i forgot my mom got cook Corn soup ( my fav ) then i drink both cold + hot T_T

tired todae.... sad bath half way my finger break w/o notice TT then last min pain ZzzzzzZ -.-"

3/10/10

Todae go eat lunch with my parent ^_^ then i eat western food breakfast de N Carrot cake + my dad cnt finish his laska then i help him eat ^_^ full T_T.... after eating then buy fan for my room.... after that go my friend house at sengkang there.... after that play badmintion ^_^ 4pm we walk to clarence house area play badmintion till almost 7pm.... then we play badmintion with some children hahaxz.... so fun ^_^ n tired....wana sleep also cnt.... hahaxz..... bodyache T_T

1/10/10 - 2/10/10

at 1/10 celebrate my jie b'dae we eat at restaurant.... sad is we cannot find de place almost lost hahaxz.... then nvm then we order eat le take some pic...... Wa sei jie u eat so less T_T sad..... i thought u dun wan eat.... TT... then sad is i need to rush home.... then an zhi n I wana take bus de but i check de bus timing wa kou i late cause 16min de bus come then i say if got cab i take cab.... cab fare is 14.20 haha.... sad......

2/10/10 - go one place fix my dam psp haix.... dam sian i left 30+ then i need to find work liao or else no income shopping n etc..... i dun wan keep on take money from my dad abit not good.... haix...ust jia u 4 everything ^^ then i 3am sleep 4+ rain heavy + thuner, lightning......... then cnt sleep......... 9+ wake up then cnt sleep liao T+T sleep getting lesser n lesser..............

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29/9/10

Today go sch when 4 meeting wif friend then so sian la i nth to do then when we reach the class sia la i thought wan to play the cup stacking T_T sian wa...... then i thinking dun tell me the meeting is this one hor......... like tht i dun wan come..... lucky no la hahaxz......... cause the person in-charger haven come then we play the cup stacking.......... erm........ overall quite fun la...... hahaxz...... sch reopen i think i gonna stress by de equipment , n some crew haix...... erm..... not much la..... wana sch reopen settle........

then after the meeting we go park way eat hahaxz.........

todae almost over sleep cause sleep in de bus haix.... lucky my eyes open or else i will reach toa pahay

23/9

YTD 22/9 haix dun knw how to say.... i know friend like to sabo u haix....... wana do work in sch de then suddenly CCA teacher ask me tml must attend meeting T_T

then todae quite tired run 2 wae...... wif my friend 1st attend meeting 1st wa sei sch reopen my head gonna b big liao sia stress T_T........ then nvm sch reopen then think abt tht ba......... then after meeting we go help friend do real work in sch hahaxz ^^ then lunch time wa sei RAIN HEAVY sad lor... sian.......

NOW I GONNA WARN THOSE PPL HOR IF WAN TO SABO ME AGAIN U WILL WATCH OUT..... I NOT THE TONG HENG THT EASY TIO BULLY LIAO HOR..... IF I RIGHT I WILL FIGHT 4 IT LIAO..... DEPENDS MY MOOD ALSO..........

4daes ( 12/9 - 15/9 )

12/9 - study for maths maths then wa kou i see lots of ants in my room lols sad lor... then go find their nest then wa sei my room got 1 tiny hole haix.......... nth to sae la then i cnt sleep TT

13/9 - haix my hell sia maths over gonna chiong my IE sian.......... i also wana my maths can pass ot nt hax.........

14/9 - erm...... STUDY IT LIKE HELL SIA cause of memorize haix sian........... then keep on practice drawing TT sian..........

15/9 - IE Exam haix........... overall ok but sad la practice all de drawing no use not all come out n etc TT + got careless haix my aim gone liao la gonna gets A or B dun know can or nt T_T nvm sian...... after exam we go eat pizza nt bad hahaxz overall 80+ luck got friend discount become 70+ hahaxxz......... i kena cheat by friends sia 1 of them say bring $5 in de end bring 50 buck haix........ owe liao lor i nth to say haix.........

then reach home clear my room n go find de dam black ants T_T ok almost all die then 16/9 i saw some of them crawling sia sian i giv up liao la keep on comin i dun knw where they come from + i nv eat at my room haix..........

6/9

Todae dun know wad happen to me TT dun know think wad n exam coming also like no kind of mood + etc.... Sian.....

After exam also nth to do liao

Emo tong heng

4/9 & 5/9

4/9 - I saw her n dun hab a yong qi tok to her haix n wana giv her de paper in de end nv take HAIX haix Very hopeless hor T_T

5/9 - Raning dae i cnt sleep till 3am sleep cause ytd drink coffee then haix then rain at 3am till 11++ then wana play badmintion also cnt HAIX + go meet my friend then wa sei fall down on de floor SAD Attire WET + etc n my itouch almost R.I.P. ZzzzZ touch wood hahaxz..... then we shop n etc shop after th 11+am rain stop we play while.....

After tht meet my parents eat lunch then i saw her todae again tht i aspect that de then WANA GIV her paper still bo giv haix Hopeless tong heng T_T haix..... wana when i got de yong qi to tok to her haix..... wana cry ......T_T

Exam coming also sian dun knw can pass or nt then i shld decided tht dun know wan to send my itouch for modify or nt tht uncle say Wan 1dae time then i scare he scam tht a main prob HAix....... everything scare sian die liao la I.......

31/8

Todae 7.30am wake up haix.... so tired T_T then eat breakfast with my mom ^^ then after breakfast go back sleep while then wake up watch tv after that meet my friend then together go serangoon sec sch ^^ Super SAD todae Some teacher dun knw me -.-"" although i this yrs got go sch for CCA daes TT haix sad sad..... fine life must going on..... then after that go sec sch then company my friend n his sis go vivo CITY hahaxz we go there eat lunch 1st hahaxz.... after eat ice cream lols... i too long nv eat ice cream liao lol TT then stomach abit pain hahax...... after tht shop shop shop then see my friend wa sei he go buy 10 bottle of water -.-" lols hahaxz.... after we go toy R us walk walk after tht etc.... then we go home.........

Sian i still haven start my book yet sian wana study todae or tml eh....... haix........ Sian lots of things to study n do n memorize ^^ T_T

30/8

Erm... Todae raining haix.... Todae dam happy that my maths gets 60% by right is 65% de lots of careless:( over confident haix..... I hate this week cause today sch then tml n wed no SCH wth vry unhappy haix.....

29/8

Tomorrow Is my sch dae dun know i shld happy or Sad eh..... or wad ?_? cause tml see my maths mock class test zzzzzzzzz dun knw i can gets high marks or nt haix........

Wish tml is a fine day^^

28/8 ( During Sleeping time )

I was sleeping ard 12mn then sleep super nice ard 5+am i dun knw wad happen to me i feel something on my bed + my whole body really cant move then i feel that omg cnt move then almost when to a deep sleep n my soul almost like out of my body then i quicky wake up...... Wa kou i cnt move my body abt 15min ZzzzzzzZ sian..... then after waking up i dun dare to sleep so nice liao later happen again so i sleep then wake sleep n wake till 6+am then i can fully sleep cause my dad come home^^

Such a terrible nightmare.... i dun knw isit real or nt..... this nt my 1st time liao.... during sleeping time once i in my nightmare n wake up my whole body can't move totally

19/8

Todae Cook fried Rice AverAGE Sia.......... 6yrs nv in kitchen cook liao..... Still cn good Average not bad hahaxz....
I Wish i can cook de food to my dream Gal T_T

31/7

Todae very sad........ kena scold by dad..... cause ytd someone send letter to my house wana giv to my bro i say he not at home..... then i take le the person ask got ur bro num then i giv..... the nxt dae i told my dad abt this he scold :( sae i stupid or wad.... anyhow giv ppl num..... ok fine..... now abit guilty .........

6/7

Too long nv write blog liao........ cause lot of things happen my maths ah n etc............ wana save $$ buy itouvh haix save till siao T_T haix.........

10/5/10

Long time nv write blog le Feel lazy ^_^ hahaxz=D Stress abt maths Sian headache T_T wana die bored T_T Stress >.< Haixz

24/3

Long time bo write blog le Cause nth to write onli play game haha ^^

23/3 - Go out with friend go to pula ubin cycling wa very song sia up scrop n down haha till cnt tahan n leg cnt move n nice to sleep ^^ haha.....

Very bored this few daes no choice haha slack lor Then nxt 3 week later Sch start le wont b bored muhaha =D

14/2 ( Chinese New yrs )

I VEry Sad tht i can celebrate CNY Cause my Ah Ma Die from last Week Sad Sad TT Then stay at home emo lor TT no ppl ask me sad.... haix must bear for 2yrs+ Sad sad...

24/12 ( Birthday Day )

long time nv write blog le haix long time nv write almost forget hw to write le haha jkjk :) My birthday i go out with my gan jie n gan di erm.... we watch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 After that we play acardad dont knw hw to spell la :( then ok we play very fun =D. I feel like everytime my birthday all the unlucky thing happen to me sia... i think wad happen abit sad ah... very sad... Nv trust my pri friend at all 1 of them sae will go out with me de then i heard ok lor cause i take it very serious... F la talk crap... like wad sia... talk nv do hurt my heart sia... T_T I also my birthday must b happy or sad... of them ask me u got celebrate xmas with xmas cake or nt then i say WTH i this yrs bo birthday cake liao n very sad le... still stab me wa kou i feel sad ah... wana cry out...

I decided going higher netic not poly I heard very stress go there... I also dun knw... now like my timing not good sia Crying...

Xia0 Tong ( Happy , Em0 n Sad )

22/11

Finally My Project over i love it man ^_^ At last i can R.I.P liao... finally i can settle down my own thing le... got alot of thing i gonna to undo nxt month or my b'dae time...