1-7-12

I really care a gal that I really care her much dun wan let her upsad or unhappy by someone like me . I still not understand her well & I her bad kor tht keep on let her unhappy I am SORRY Im sorry that nv trust u cause my feeling is hurt cause is something no right & is hurt hurt hurt me I just feel like nv I really wana fall a part le. God I just stay with her side no matter what. I think I myself I forever lonely but from outside I try not to show ba I dw ppl worry especially her. I wish her get well & happy days dw her have a bad thing I just wan her happy tht all I wish I can protect her no matter what but nvm wana share my prob also nvm she not gonna say out same to me. I will forever lock my feeling inside myself no matter what I dw her worry . I miss u Think I only b ur bro after all :( Xiao emo th ( crying ) again for the night for nth I just wan to b ur side