Tired

I very tired alr of my life lots of thing lots of exam thanks to someone that is my bro don't want study hard then now I like struggle like shit..... Pls stop lending $ late if u are working....

I have so many exam private n sch one all this month no relax n I very stres so any thing my family , my sch , my exam I very tired apes feel like die but can't I need to hold with it.... Who can help me.... I wana talk to ppl also hard....this week my so call best friend call me say he really need a house cause he no house to stay n etc I wana help him but how I help him

I wish I can help him:( I feel so useless ... Stupid TH what U doing I very tired this is my worst yrs ever

Wish I can pass my exam I need to hold 1 and the half yrs to go hais i dk I can or not

Cny days

I fk sad & gonna stress out liao.

I feel like drinking & smoke ytd.

I very sad that my aunt very fk out say some scastice word to me.

FK U MAN I GOT OFFENSE YOU OR NOT WHY U KEEP ON ATTACK ME FKER I NEVER WHAT RIGHT BECAUSE OF U I FKING STRESS OUT & wana die u knw.

Who the one change me is u. Let my attidue very worst AND LET MY FRIEND OR MY sis say I change because of u aunt nb ccb fk la fk la fk la....

2nd thing I don't like ppl change my thing without my permission hey I need some respect can

U change my iPod touch password & u fking forget the password.

U knw I got fking hard way or not... Fk up la fk everyone la... OK LA EVERYTHING MY FAULY LA ALL HAPPY CCB FKER CB 

I DONT HAVE THE MOOD THIS YRS LIAO. TREAT ME LIKE NO PPL BUSSINESS

OK LET U ALL CHOOSE WHAT U ALL THINK LA I HAVE GIVEN UP.

Don't blame me I have change myself for this year

I alr cannot make it liao. I got my own limit 

4-1-14

Hais. i very sad. my mom went hospital :c not really happy. home so quiet hais wish my mom can recover before CNY. i miss u mom. & sorry for everything....

for my body condition. not so good liao. i like 4 days the pain still thr.... and etc. nvm what to do. everything need $$ whr to find..... hais. wish i can pass my exam that what i aim that all...

2-1-14

2nd day of new yrs hais not so well.

& I going my friend grandparents funeral at midnight when we gonna go hme my body condition worst my stomach or gastric pain like hell wana go hospital but I didn't I ask my friend not to send me cause I dw . When reach hme I feeling alittle ok 

Morning the pain still thr I don't knw what happen.

Hope I'm alright.

Xiao th

1-1-14

2013 is over alot of thing happen. alot of unhappy thing and some hjappy thing. sch stuff so-so ba.....

for my aim for 2014.
1) try to change my temper
2) is pass my exam
3) faster clear my private dip for my business.
4) not be lazy
5) try to be happy.
6) wish i can pass all my poly exam...
7) i dont know alot of thing.....

today 1st day of 2014 no really a good day for me :( i dam upsad & etc. i really need a listerner to listen to me:( but i dont know find who. i hais.... i gonna crazy liao la. if this kind of thing happen.... hais nvm up to me for my alive or death ba.

This week.

I not so well since last week.... Wana find ppl to talk abit hard... My sis very bz... Ytd I don't knw y I was crying... I had no idea.... Now I going start to giv up myself liao.... 

I will not plan anything liao. Now onwards 

I wan watch movie this week before my exam de I don't think so liao... Never mind let it be ba....

I feel very moody... I no time last few week when u very unhappy or sad I accompany u. When you got time I already book you , you not free... I this few days very stress wana to find u talk de... Never mind forget it liao la....

I wana cry also cannot. I keep from myself very long liao..: Iexplode also never mind .

 

Emo TH

Sad

I feel left out again... I dont know y. Is like very hurt. & now my feeling going down Liao. Very upsad this few days. I don't knw what is real or fake. Or no gonna care Liao. I'm too tired for everything. I just wish is to pass my exam ok le. I feel so left out no ppl wan tell me what happen. Isit am I too annoying . Or what. Hais forget it Liao. 

EmO Xiao th