9-7-12

Today is my suk day every thing nv do well & cause my Mei trouble ask her help me abt my hmw & night I cause her scare is my fault I'm sorry let u scare u had a bad kor kor nb understand u much & u got a lazy & stupid kor tht dun know how to do work & nv do his hmw sometimes cause he had no idea what he thinking this few days & wish his exam can pass but dun think so cause he had a slow bain that not working Everytime He also dun knw y his heart sometime pain for nth mayb sense something not right & his near by also. I wish that Mei pls take care urself no matter what sad or what ur life must go On. My back getting pain & more pain I only scare 1 day if I cnt walk I cnt pei u cause cannot hold ur hand cannot hug u & etc I feel like crying cause I only scare 1 day will happen. My last night dream is abt that. Then u leave me. I was quite sad & emo very upsad & heart pain I scare I lose u. I wan u always with me. I wish I can. I wan to see u everyday see u smile not sad& emoing Miss u Mei Xiao th crying for something