Monday, April 9, 2012

9_4_12

today is my fking unless day.........
1) having some fight wif my dad at de morning......... abt de poly thing....
2) poly admin thing nv pay sch fee :(
3) Lost my wallet Wa f la stupid & careless Guys in the whole world....
4) make mei cry & let her piss off cause i using my anger to her :( sry mei cause i not in de good mood mei sry to let u cry & i cry.... + dun know y my other self suddenly come out for nth when i get weak or wad.... or crazy.....
5) bro wan to borrow $$ from me.....
6) scare my dad scold like shit then i call him when i reach home ya he scold me think when he come back he confirm scold again....
7) I gonna crazy anytime.... my phone dun like me the whold world dun like me.....
8) i ask friend borrow $ from me fine he say i got so much meh siao.... i know liao fine.... i msg him i lost my wallet he like nv care me.... wad kind of bro is tht........ nv concer me......... i hate them & myself stupid y care them so much if ppl nv care u ....
9) i scare 1 day i gone crazy..... my bro call me he wed need $ 260 for help for wed final.... i dun know..... i ask my dad to help he say no... cause i go poly & my fee so ex & etc y help him let him go J _ _ _ sia... i heard le abit sad & haixz nvm bro i will try my best to help u if dad dun wan help u..... cause i love u... althought u dun love me or wad? i like a atm to u or wad dun know..... sometimes i also hate u y u leave me alone let me handal the whole family prob to me + ur prob.... u think i wont turn crazy ah........ i soom or later sia............... i wana cry.......... u know.... cause of no ppl to tok to... toking to 4 wall instead of u wana solve prob but cnt..... everything all find me in 1 time i cnt take it...... i really cnt take it........... i gonna die soon liao .... if i cnt take it...
who can help me....... PLS AH i wan tok find ppl to tok to onli my mei........ love her alot alot alot sia...... always company me.... I wish her gets well soon.... i dun wan she something happen.... cause i lve her... i dun wan her get pain........
10 ) what shld i do now can anyone guide me? i dun know. i still unwell still handel lots of stres........... i love it.... thanks to my family + my friend..... hate them i wana b alone but cnt cause of my mei mei i dun wan emo.... cause i love her........... miss her........
11) i try to stay strong no matter wad.... cause i promise her.... tht i will stay strong.........

Xiao T.H. Is crying & soon crazy if no ppl to tok to... + etc......

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