9-7-12

Today is my suk day every thing nv do well & cause my Mei trouble ask her help me abt my hmw & night I cause her scare is my fault I'm sorry let u scare u had a bad kor kor nb understand u much & u got a lazy & stupid kor tht dun know how to do work & nv do his hmw sometimes cause he had no idea what he thinking this few days & wish his exam can pass but dun think so cause he had a slow bain that not working Everytime He also dun knw y his heart sometime pain for nth mayb sense something not right & his near by also. I wish that Mei pls take care urself no matter what sad or what ur life must go On. My back getting pain & more pain I only scare 1 day if I cnt walk I cnt pei u cause cannot hold ur hand cannot hug u & etc I feel like crying cause I only scare 1 day will happen. My last night dream is abt that. Then u leave me. I was quite sad & emo very upsad & heart pain I scare I lose u. I wan u always with me. I wish I can. I wan to see u everyday see u smile not sad& emoing Miss u Mei Xiao th crying for something

1-7-12

I really care a gal that I really care her much dun wan let her upsad or unhappy by someone like me . I still not understand her well & I her bad kor tht keep on let her unhappy I am SORRY Im sorry that nv trust u cause my feeling is hurt cause is something no right & is hurt hurt hurt me I just feel like nv I really wana fall a part le. God I just stay with her side no matter what. I think I myself I forever lonely but from outside I try not to show ba I dw ppl worry especially her. I wish her get well & happy days dw her have a bad thing I just wan her happy tht all I wish I can protect her no matter what but nvm wana share my prob also nvm she not gonna say out same to me. I will forever lock my feeling inside myself no matter what I dw her worry . I miss u Think I only b ur bro after all :( Xiao emo th ( crying ) again for the night for nth I just wan to b ur side

30/6/12

I'm sorry that u got a useless kor that can't help u much If I really wan to have a relationship with u . I dun knw u accept or nt If u accept I cnt cause I really dun wan ppl say u got a useless bf cnt help u & I feel sorry that I cant help u solve thing when u r upsad I wana u b my gf Nvm I also knw tht u haven rdy a new relationship yet if yes u cnt forget ur past I know u still cnt forget him what he did to u Is hurt me that I cnt make u happy Mostly I like make u upsad I just wish only 1 wish I wan to stay with u no matter sad or unhappy I just wana b with u. U r my only gal that wan love but cannot love..... Xiao emo th ( crying )

Today27/6/12

I wana cry le I unwell I wan ppl pei me haixz I wana cry I wish my Mei will b wif me I really miss her & I wana see her more before I I wana go out wif her. I wana cry is y u sometimes so cold to me I really feel left out by u Nvm since already use to b a lonely life when u nt with me I very upsad This few days I going to start b lonely or emo dun stop cause u nt wif me & I really cnt take it u not with me I really miss u. I dun knw hw u feel to me My emotion is like weather I feel like crying my stress cnt take it le I feel like I wana nvm.... Is sad I fail 1 of my modual let my mood totally change &dun feel Study I very stupid :( Emo th wana cry only

Today

Haixz I'm such a useless ppl. That I cnt help my Mei to solve keep on let her keep thing by herself nv say out I feel like I very upsad see her like tht I super upsad wana emo.
When I wan to care her she seem like dw me I very de pain .
Mei I tell u nv believe urself means u nv believe ppl also cause u already haizz
I always beileve in u try to dun let u sad but I still let u sad I'm such a useless kor kor then ya
I really love u too much I just wan to b ur. Haizz think not possible ba cause u still haven forget him I think I wana let u forget him cause he hurt u too much I just wan to b ur side forever I dc u my Sis or gf I just wana stay wif u. To see u happy I think I fail
But u dun forget u sad or unhappy I will always wif u no matter what .

If I got any unhappy thing I think is nt de timing ask u to Tok to me.
Cause I only a sad boy wana b alone
I though u will company me I thought u will change my lonely life I think nah ba.

No matter wad pls tc & rest well
I miss u super much wana to hug u & dun let go

Xiao emo lonely
Is crying while typing this blog

11_6_12

i very worry my dear mei.... keep on kena nightmare....
i wish her get ride of it & have a nice sleep....
i dun mind de nightmare to me i just wana her sleep well i dw her get weak.....
i gonna crazy liao..... $_$ prob still haven solve yet. i wana cry liao la....... f my life...........

I such a useless kor kor that cnt solve her prob when she got prob..... just only see her like tht is hurt me......
i will pray her b ok...... i dw her sad........i wan her stay happy.....
haixz..... i think i cnt do it....... T.T
my body say de truth i abit cnt take it le. de stress still inside me nv release yet.....
i gonna start stm liao.... i scare i & her happiness gone T.T
i scare i will forget her but no............
i wish i cn see her happy ok le........

GOD PLS HELP ME TC MY FAMILY , MY GOD SIS , MEI, DI. & my some of de friend.....
 i wish them all healthy & stay happy .....
my mei also.....
imy.
ihy
ily

XiaoT.H. is ( _ _ _ )

5-6-12 & 6-6-12

5-6-12 : haixz today test really cant make it le..... i wana cry le...... i onli for 1 paper i can do.....
then todae paper i cnt do haixz i very upsad.....
thur paper i also cnt do cause no ppl teach me haixz.... haixz wana sob....
ok i plan liao if my common test i 2 paper i cnt do hor i gonna focus my business dipolma liao i really no choice......
miss my mei..... very much....
wana hug her forever......
love her....
i wish her pls tc....
& wish her exam can pass smoothly.......

Xiao t.h.
Emo , sad

4/6/12

Today exam haixz i had no idea i can pass or nt :(  cause i last min study.... & my chest is pain in de morning dun know y....
& i miss her...... i wish her pls tc & rest well... & wish her exam jia u...
sry again let u worry le.....
:c
miss u.... pls tc.....

if ppl still say me or everything bang to me i gonna mad sia....
wana cry but cnt.....

XiaoT.H.
wana cry T.T
but cnt

fk my friend & bro la

WTF my exam in de corner liao still dun understand me... fk la i no $ liao i still try to help u slove for ur thing. f la. i wana cry la.... u think i wan to help....

1) ppl no $ then lend from me. ok fine....
2) ppl so call good bro ah. when i no $ Fk off la no $ i know u all got only dun wan lend. i fking stress u all know..... i wana cry sia......
stupid me. stupid............ nxt time i see my mood liao.........

Xiao T.H.
Stupid & weak body.

3/6/12

today i make a 3 Big mistake that i nv make to let her hurt & sad :c
1) i nv hold her well in de end she go knock de wall :(
2) i cry again then let her sad & having heart pain
3) I shld not yell at her....
Just want to say sorry 99999999 X sorry i wrong....
i try to change not to yell or make u le........
is a good thing that i meet u cause u let me change alot.
& miss u ....
sorry that i make u cry is my fault.... i wont let it happen again......
i really miss u. Pls dun leave me no matter what.
i love u too....
Good luck on ur test & dun giv up i beileve u can do it...
& pls take care urself no matter what.
eat ur meal also & sleep early.

I will promise u that i will try my best to take care myself no matter what.

Xiao T.H.
Sad & sad. T.T.

30-5-12

Today very happy that I see her happy can le... This few days I very sad I had no idea That y mayb my family today my bro wan ask me to ask my dad that to lend $500 haixz how I ask sia... Wan I Kennan scold or what.... Haiix I dun know what to do I wana b crazy Liao I wana cry also can't cause I see her happy I also happy le. I so wana crazy sia . I wan her focus exam & take care herself no matter what & rest early. I really miss her no matter what. I wan to with her forever sob. Last few days I had no idea I got lots of bad dream I dun wan tell anyone... Forever miss u Mei I wish u get well & wish all ur unhappiness & happiness. Say Thing to me I dun wan u stress sia. Love u forever ....

Fuk my life la

Test I can't do well dun know what happen to me Hais fk myself la all blame me... Nb fuk la.... Ppl also Not happy when I remind them bring multimeter then his friend Kennan ban de locker also my fault . I wan cry Liao la... Today after sch do hmw then ask my friend teach me in de end he say dun knw fk myself la... Ok la all blame me la.... I wan cry Liao.... Wan find ppl tok also cnt find.... Fk la fine I shld keep myself.... Mei I wish u ok & i wish u everything goes well... & pls rest well & takecare... Miss u... Upsad emo T.H. Crying

Random

This few days I very worry my Mei health I wish her get well soon & no stress & no trouble also. Wish her get well & wish her exam good luck all the best. I beileve u can do it. Sorry that I sometimes cause u trouble or what I'm sorry about it. I just wan u smile no matter what. Wish u happy ok le Tc my Mei Love u , hugs u

1_5_12

My memory start to fade off soon le.... dun know y keep on forget thing & lazyniess come again haixz..... i very hate myself.......
I see my dear mei happy i ok le...... i onli scare 1day i forget her how.... but cant..... cause i love her very much.....
i wana cry cant
i wan to stay strong no matter what....... cause i miss her..... & worry her cause i love her.... I Wish her get well no matter what ok le.....l
love u ... imy,iwwu forever......
IWHU

Xiao emo t.h.

last few days , week or month

This few day i got happy & sad cause miss someone alot hat is my mei........
she always wif me no matter wad.... but i abit useless cause cnt protect her keep on let her worry T.T i quite sad..... i mayb already lost my friend liao tht one i hack care.......
my miss my mei..... love alot dun know y?
i wish her healthy gets well & her sleepness also & eat plus take care.... i dun wan her fall sick or wad....
god pls let her well no matter wad.....
i promise u mei that i will take care myself but u also ok??
ILU
IMY
IWSWU
IWEWU

Pls take my dearest  mei.....

love u....

Xiao T.H.

11_4_12

today company my bro for his case he settle le... everything mayb start to get wel....
now is my turn.
i very tired this few days cause of poly admin hting & eytc i will quite sad.... nvm i gonna forget it....... tired le... wish my mei get well soon & no matter wad i wish i cn wif her.... love her.....

Xiao T.H.Emo

unwell

my days think not much.... keep on heard something tht i dun wan to heard..... die liao keep on imaging something...... die liao eh........ hand still haven recover............ not enff rest cause too much stress at me..... gonna die liao.... this is my 1st step.......... of my dead life.........
no friend to tok to fine............. die liao.......... flu & stomach & hand & i bit cnt walk.......... haixz

sick t.h. emoing.......

unless T.H.

i super useless to settle thing..... now ppl say i giv 2 face ok fine lor say me like tht....... ok fine....... nvm i go die better u happy la.......... i lost my wallet u so call bro nv care much go die la....... f off la stupid..... y i must care u soo much when u nv care me........ say u got family prob.... i dun hab la........... f off la////// i f all the world la.... all hate me......... ok i pefer emo better then wif friend ...... i dun hab best friend or bro liao............ i trust u all. u all dun trust me.... go die............ i very sad u sae me like tht .... ok fine....

i wana cry..........

i very useless tht see my mei see me like tht.... i cnt help i very sad.... stupid boy nv care near me onli care friend then her if friend got prob..... need to solve then in de end ppl say me like tht..... fine ...... i go cry le........... this few days unwelll..................... sry to let my mei to worry even she sick i also dun know........... i suck a useless kor kor...........

wana cry de T.H. & gonna emo liao

9_4_12

today is my fking unless day.........
1) having some fight wif my dad at de morning......... abt de poly thing....
2) poly admin thing nv pay sch fee :(
3) Lost my wallet Wa f la stupid & careless Guys in the whole world....
4) make mei cry & let her piss off cause i using my anger to her :( sry mei cause i not in de good mood mei sry to let u cry & i cry.... + dun know y my other self suddenly come out for nth when i get weak or wad.... or crazy.....
5) bro wan to borrow $$ from me.....
6) scare my dad scold like shit then i call him when i reach home ya he scold me think when he come back he confirm scold again....
7) I gonna crazy anytime.... my phone dun like me the whold world dun like me.....
8) i ask friend borrow $ from me fine he say i got so much meh siao.... i know liao fine.... i msg him i lost my wallet he like nv care me.... wad kind of bro is tht........ nv concer me......... i hate them & myself stupid y care them so much if ppl nv care u ....
9) i scare 1 day i gone crazy..... my bro call me he wed need $ 260 for help for wed final.... i dun know..... i ask my dad to help he say no... cause i go poly & my fee so ex & etc y help him let him go J _ _ _ sia... i heard le abit sad & haixz nvm bro i will try my best to help u if dad dun wan help u..... cause i love u... althought u dun love me or wad? i like a atm to u or wad dun know..... sometimes i also hate u y u leave me alone let me handal the whole family prob to me + ur prob.... u think i wont turn crazy ah........ i soom or later sia............... i wana cry.......... u know.... cause of no ppl to tok to... toking to 4 wall instead of u wana solve prob but cnt..... everything all find me in 1 time i cnt take it...... i really cnt take it........... i gonna die soon liao .... if i cnt take it...
who can help me....... PLS AH i wan tok find ppl to tok to onli my mei........ love her alot alot alot sia...... always company me.... I wish her gets well soon.... i dun wan she something happen.... cause i lve her... i dun wan her get pain........
10 ) what shld i do now can anyone guide me? i dun know. i still unwell still handel lots of stres........... i love it.... thanks to my family + my friend..... hate them i wana b alone but cnt cause of my mei mei i dun wan emo.... cause i love her........... miss her........
11) i try to stay strong no matter wad.... cause i promise her.... tht i will stay strong.........

Xiao T.H. Is crying & soon crazy if no ppl to tok to... + etc......

my fault