last few days , week or month

This few day i got happy & sad cause miss someone alot hat is my mei........
she always wif me no matter wad.... but i abit useless cause cnt protect her keep on let her worry T.T i quite sad..... i mayb already lost my friend liao tht one i hack care.......
my miss my mei..... love alot dun know y?
i wish her healthy gets well & her sleepness also & eat plus take care.... i dun wan her fall sick or wad....
god pls let her well no matter wad.....
i promise u mei that i will take care myself but u also ok??
ILU
IMY
IWSWU
IWEWU

Pls take my dearest  mei.....

love u....

Xiao T.H.

11_4_12

today company my bro for his case he settle le... everything mayb start to get wel....
now is my turn.
i very tired this few days cause of poly admin hting & eytc i will quite sad.... nvm i gonna forget it....... tired le... wish my mei get well soon & no matter wad i wish i cn wif her.... love her.....

Xiao T.H.Emo

unwell

my days think not much.... keep on heard something tht i dun wan to heard..... die liao keep on imaging something...... die liao eh........ hand still haven recover............ not enff rest cause too much stress at me..... gonna die liao.... this is my 1st step.......... of my dead life.........
no friend to tok to fine............. die liao.......... flu & stomach & hand & i bit cnt walk.......... haixz

sick t.h. emoing.......

unless T.H.

i super useless to settle thing..... now ppl say i giv 2 face ok fine lor say me like tht....... ok fine....... nvm i go die better u happy la.......... i lost my wallet u so call bro nv care much go die la....... f off la stupid..... y i must care u soo much when u nv care me........ say u got family prob.... i dun hab la........... f off la////// i f all the world la.... all hate me......... ok i pefer emo better then wif friend ...... i dun hab best friend or bro liao............ i trust u all. u all dun trust me.... go die............ i very sad u sae me like tht .... ok fine....

i wana cry..........

i very useless tht see my mei see me like tht.... i cnt help i very sad.... stupid boy nv care near me onli care friend then her if friend got prob..... need to solve then in de end ppl say me like tht..... fine ...... i go cry le........... this few days unwelll..................... sry to let my mei to worry even she sick i also dun know........... i suck a useless kor kor...........

wana cry de T.H. & gonna emo liao

9_4_12

today is my fking unless day.........
1) having some fight wif my dad at de morning......... abt de poly thing....
2) poly admin thing nv pay sch fee :(
3) Lost my wallet Wa f la stupid & careless Guys in the whole world....
4) make mei cry & let her piss off cause i using my anger to her :( sry mei cause i not in de good mood mei sry to let u cry & i cry.... + dun know y my other self suddenly come out for nth when i get weak or wad.... or crazy.....
5) bro wan to borrow $$ from me.....
6) scare my dad scold like shit then i call him when i reach home ya he scold me think when he come back he confirm scold again....
7) I gonna crazy anytime.... my phone dun like me the whold world dun like me.....
8) i ask friend borrow $ from me fine he say i got so much meh siao.... i know liao fine.... i msg him i lost my wallet he like nv care me.... wad kind of bro is tht........ nv concer me......... i hate them & myself stupid y care them so much if ppl nv care u ....
9) i scare 1 day i gone crazy..... my bro call me he wed need $ 260 for help for wed final.... i dun know..... i ask my dad to help he say no... cause i go poly & my fee so ex & etc y help him let him go J _ _ _ sia... i heard le abit sad & haixz nvm bro i will try my best to help u if dad dun wan help u..... cause i love u... althought u dun love me or wad? i like a atm to u or wad dun know..... sometimes i also hate u y u leave me alone let me handal the whole family prob to me + ur prob.... u think i wont turn crazy ah........ i soom or later sia............... i wana cry.......... u know.... cause of no ppl to tok to... toking to 4 wall instead of u wana solve prob but cnt..... everything all find me in 1 time i cnt take it...... i really cnt take it........... i gonna die soon liao .... if i cnt take it...
who can help me....... PLS AH i wan tok find ppl to tok to onli my mei........ love her alot alot alot sia...... always company me.... I wish her gets well soon.... i dun wan she something happen.... cause i lve her... i dun wan her get pain........
10 ) what shld i do now can anyone guide me? i dun know. i still unwell still handel lots of stres........... i love it.... thanks to my family + my friend..... hate them i wana b alone but cnt cause of my mei mei i dun wan emo.... cause i love her........... miss her........
11) i try to stay strong no matter wad.... cause i promise her.... tht i will stay strong.........

Xiao T.H. Is crying & soon crazy if no ppl to tok to... + etc......

my fault

8_4_12

today very fun wif mei cause i can see her ^.^ love her hug her...... kiss her...... watch movie wif her.... althought i abit unwelll but ya...... sry mei today T.T tht i wad u .... sry........ but i wish u get welll & dun let other stranger to touch u or wad i will kill them.... cause i love u ..... dun wan u wad happen to u .... love u who ever giv u make trouble to u is making me trouble me too.... so anything u got trouble or any problem pls tell me...

Xiao T.H.

unwell

This few days getting weaker & weaker during night..... i dun know y?
i miss my mei...... i dun know y 1 day nv see her i will feel uneasy.... isit _ _ _ _ in _ _ _ _ ? dun know..... i miss her..... i wish her get well & her trouble gone no matter wad........
mayb or few days later my condition getting worst i mayb not telling anyone i dun wan ppl worry :)
sick boy must stay stong no matter wad............ If i study poly right i gonna focus 2 dip i dun know i cn do it or nt..... no ppl push me :( i wana cry liao..... if 1 day i turn out crazy i will stright _ _ _ ba?? mayb no........


Xia0 emo T.H. Wana cry loud

6_4_12

Today go hiking very fun only rain :(
& also thinking i shld go poly or no.... 60% yes.........
i dk also..... my brian still nt sure........

stupid me....... slow learner me & emoing me......

no friend ever....... sometimes care for me sometimes make fun of me sometime nv care for me if i care them + if got any prob i come for u.... u all got come for me? i now thinking...... see todae weather is crying i also ba...... cause feel like........

play pool wif friend at csc quite fun.... now gonna no idea..... headache & unwell i still company them...... haixz stupid body.....

Emo & Sad & lonely T.H.

5_4_12 ( Confuess )

Thanks mei to company me go np to take my enroll poly thing... love her.... & sry tht nv let u see doc i know u unwell i still ask u pei me... I very sorry..... i feel sry abt it..... mei i wish all ur trouble cn tell me no matter wad love u forever..... if u not gonna tell me ur matter & tgt solve up i not gonna tell my prob any more not even here onli my heart. If u nv tell me......

Ok here a prob for my confuess

I dun know i wan go ns or poly + i worry alot of things....
1) family / Friends & dear ( mei )
2) study or NS
3) money prob...

1a) I thinking if i go ns right i scare my dad wont giv me allowance for study + de fee very high & etc
2a) If i study right i totally focus 2 dipoma sia 1 is my business private dipoma & Electrical Dipoma I only scare i cnt crop & i scare i can study 1 & if i got poly right i scare i will fail & etc.... +etc..... i very confuess sia..... + i'm de slow T.T
3a ) if i keep on go out with my friend so call brother ah eat ex thing & etc i gonna die + etc + my real bro will say need $$ if he nt enff & etc....

Say de truth..... when i pri sch i dun know y i cnt trust ppl so much onli my family & my trust friend & my mei.... cause ireally trust them no matter wad......
Cause last time i kenna back stable by ppl who back stable me then tht right i hardly trust ppl & etc i scare the history will happen again + etc i now very confuess sia... i wana cry.... Shld i tell or no i also dun know
I wish ppl will giv me advice sia no matter wad i gona lost my way soon.... i cnt take it anymore i wana cry sia......
If my dad say 1 word decided myself i gonna b crazy & not gonna tok to ppl liao cause everything is me me me me me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wana cry........ how ah............ how ah...................................... feel like dieing sia.... but cnt cause i got my dear mei tht i trust her alot... love her mei.... sry nv tell u my prob cause very hard to solve tht right i gonna crazy....
if i 1day crazy pls try to stop me if i go wrong way cause i trust alot no matter wad... love u....

After reading this pls dun cry...... cause i love u very mnuch....


Xiao emo T.H. Wana cry & crazy if cnt take much stress......

4_4_12

i go sch wif my mei eat breakfast is was raining heavly haixz poor mei so cold i hug hug u .... after tht we in sch go do duty after tht we go indoor sport hall see de panel of led wa..... then we 2 having stomach pain & etc dk how haixz...... miss her alot sia . wish can kiss her & hug her......
After tht we go tampines eat ajisen after tht bus to csm.
Wish her get well soon....... love her forever ^.^

3_4_12

Today go sp wif friend wa sei i dam angry sia... all nv tell me their plan then they thought they know wa kou wad kind of friend is tht sian sia. nvm i already use to it le........
today go study wif my mei ok la onli she late then i emoing till nth to do see fb & etc..... after study we eat lunch after tht eat ice cream then watch movie wa........... today watch movie wif her vry funny & not fair she found my weakness zzzzzzzzzz haixz kenna bully haixz then overall watch wif her i very happy ^.^ love her hug hug ^.^

I Wish her sta happy ever after love her.... pls tc ^.^ no matter wad ok......

ytd sleep onli 6 hrs sia......'
mayb today also ba.........

i also dun wan let my mei worry tht i unwell.... dun wan to let her know dun wan let her worry cause later she worry ^/^ ok i tell at blog ba..... my heart or lung pain abit + stomach pain or gastric pain whole body la... i dun know y..... mayb use to it angry liao till bo mood -.-""

I Wish my mei get well soon for her cough & her flu no matter wad....God ok pls help me tc her no matter wad....

Xiao T.H.

2_4_12

Today morning i got some mood for thing... after event. i dun know y i feel sad suddenly mayb ppl bluff me or wad shit T.T i very sad today tht ppl backstabe me + friend keep on make me for nth..... when i really dun hab de mood..........
i wan cry also cannot.... today i dun know wad happen to my mei she seem got things hide from me nvm if she dun tell me i dun wan force her ba....
today is my fault to make her. We today like nv tok much like got a wall to block like tht.
mei today sry for cold to u..... i also know u no mood for ur case so dun wan ask u much.
when u ok then tell me everything ba..... I wish u get well soon no matter wad. I just wan see u smile onli not sad ...... i dun mind ur trouble is my trouble.... cause i love u......... pls tc no matter wad..... love you forever......

Sad & emo Xiao T.H.

2_4_12

unwell today dun know y... mayb is morning ba...........
going sch soon...... ytd cry & sleep :( i wish my mei get well soon no matter wad & hope todae nth happen to her
pls tc mei love u & miss u.......
today is a cold weather not suit for me :( wana cry again if rain.........
my exam haixz i nv score well
i very stupid that i nv study hard my lazyniess cause me sia :( i wana cry tonight again........
see ya

Sad T.H.

my mood

this few day i think i gonna emo ba.... cause alot of my thing i cnt control & is out of control till i keep on going out. cause i worry my bro case & my parent's haixz........... i already sad liao. if i treat my so call friend as bro hor i dun think they will care me much cause if i care them then i got de feeling they nv care me at all i already learn my lesson le Y. Y i do this again & again all is my so call friend as a bro gt R & S prob i company him wad my reply. nth i very sad. & i wan find ppl o tok to also cnt. i very stress wana burst le la..... i wana tell my mei mei but cnt she got her own trouble & problem i dun wan let her wry so nv intend to tell her cause reason de.........
i also sometime cnt sleep well often wake up suddenly for sudden dun knw wad happen...... force myself sleep also cnt..... nvm. so no matter wad i emo or sad or happy i will hide it from myself ba..... nv tell ppl ..........

Think i gonna mia for awhile le... since i like causing ppl bad luk cause of my mood tht right ........ i will stay at home to tok to myself better........

I wish my mei gets well soon

nightxz love her ever.....

Xiao emo T.H.

today very fun

Today very fun wif my mei mei company her go out walk walk & etc.....
my dear mei mei ah no matter wad i always wif u .... i dun wan let u wry & having sick.... cause i really love u .
Say de truth i nv happy long ago le since think u r the only mei & some of my friend let me happy no matter wad. & tc.

i dun wan u what happen to u.

if i really got wish i wish u get well & no more emo & tell me all ur worry & trouble. dun worry to trouble me i love to lsten to ppl... so dun worrry.....

After seeing ur blog i feel like crying or got something hurt in my heart sia very pain dun know y....

Mei go out wif u i very happy.... If u really unwell or any trouble pls tell me then i wont worry much.....

now i like getting worry le cause u dun tell me as last time u promise me :( i very say.... i know u got something to hide wif me u dun wan say nvm i dun wan force u....... i gonna tc myself no matter wad,,,, love u.....

Sad & Emo T.H.

Love my friend & god sis ever after........... most is i love my mei mei alot cause she let me happy

Mei i tell u de truth....... before i met u i already having some weak body le cause is born on dec ba. dun worry i will stay strong.....

1_4_12

today apr fool day hope can fool ppl but didnt -.- lols........ hope my mei get well.......
i having some pain todae dk wad happen -.- haixz