haixz

I feel now dun know wad i wan to do.
Keep on thinking having enjoy dun wan study my private diploma ZzzzzzzzZ haixz i hate myself.....
This few days i not so well cause of my right hand since exam day..... I hate myself getting lazy & play game but i did not.....

My wish:
1 ) I Wish i can get well soon & my bro case hope he ok & my family they have a good healthy My mom get well soon when i go ns pls take gd care no matter wad. My dad if u tired wana sleep pls dun drive no matter wad. I love u all no matter wad.
2 ) My mei also pls take care & hope her all trouble & sickness or pain gone or wad. I only wish her to get well no matter wad. Love her.

I dun mind use my life or my energy to giv them cause i love them.
I very sad ah. friend getting further to me haixz wad i do sia. If i did wrong then i say sry. nvm i gonna emo no matter wad

now i thinking if one day i unwell or wad. who will care me? my best friend nv care me ba. say gd bro i already having cheat so call bro le say will b ther e wif me but didnt i wana cry wana to tok to ppl also cnt.

i very xin kuo ah i cnt tell ppl. i feel like knock wall or let god or death god take my life.

i very sad la. wana cry but cnt cry. All i did is wrong no correct. i treat some ppl gd they nv care when i make them then they angry. ok fine gonna sad forever no matter wad.

Xia0 L0nely.

I shld dead on my pri 6 or sec 2 bdae time le. but didn't :( :C >< T.T

30_3_12

I Wish my mei get well soon & todae when out wif him quite happy & sad is she not well nv tell me wana cry I Wish she ok no matter wad & no trouble ever after.

I dun mind his trouble & pain or sickness pass to me or half also can. I dun know she Xin kuo = pain I Wish her healthy get well no matter wad....

God ah pls Take good care of her no matter wad. as last time u promise me a few yrs ago if i got a few wish. I hope it will come truth. ^.^

Xiao emo T.H.

29_3_12

too long nv write my blog le....
this few days keep on bz & etc T.T
i was not well wake up then nvm etc for thur haixz... feel like sleepy or wad dun knw.
& i was alone at my sch audi there i heard something haixz such a unlucky day sob..... haixz nvm if the thing wan find me then come lor. i dun care much le....

hope i can get well soon & my mei mei also ^.^

Xiao emo T.T

12_3_12

this few days i feel so weak :( my hand dun knw wad happen... haixz.... bidy gonna unwell dam sad.... todae very happy go watch movie wif my mei she keep on laughing dun knw y -.- hahahaaxz....
i wish she get well soon dun hab any trouble for her i pray her get well soon...

i wish i cn b a caring kor kor ok le..... jia u mei.
if she got any pain i wish the pain giv me so she dun hab too much pain:) tc mei mei

emo & happy T.H.

my camp daes

I very Tired nt enff sleep keep on having bad feeling etc & my timing suk of some1? dun knw. haixz i very sad..... i very tired........ no ppl to tok to T.T hate ppl back stabe i also finding ppl to tok to .
when i see my friend vry unhappy or wad i try to talk to him & ok le. + now i wana if i got prob got any1 will come for me? i now wondering.
I love my mei tht care me i very happy. but haixz she also gt some personel thing so i dun wan talk much. as a kor i also dun knw how to help. as a kor i knw how to listen onli. & try to an wei her.
i hope this month over is over le
New yrs i gonna b happy n & hack care ppl liao....

sad

Pri sch we use b so call best friend ?
Sec sch u M.I.A for me for nth cause u fail ur psle & etc. Find u also no use -.-"
In ITE U suddenly call me play games + etc.
some more if u got some BGR prob i stay wif u whole night. u sad or pain i wif u.
now i also wana R u treating me As Best Friend or wad i wondering
then suddenly u msg me i also wana reply or nt but i also reply.
I think i gonna say Gd bye as a best friend or friend liao. We no more friend 4ever. cause say need u u will company me or etc u nv i cn see truth friend le. as u R NT GD Friend at all... gd bye.

24/12/11

Thank YouMY JIE & MEI Giv me Present & go underwater world instead of uss cause of rain >.<

starting i abit haixz cause is everything nv plan well cause of me & de rain T.T sob sob but ok le... Overall i very happy that jie & di 1st time on actual day celebrate my bdae if i nt wrg ^.^

Thanks love u all very much

To my Xin Rong ( Mei )

Thank for ur B'dae & Xmas Present

Sry that i nv giv u b'dae present cause i dun knw wad to buy i'm so sry. U are my dear mei tht sometimes let me worry T.T But as ur kor dun need say sry to me everytime. Cause i care for u ^.^

& i unhappy time u also gt care me ^.^

Pls tc when u see this blog ^.^

Love MY Jie ( Yee San ) & his BF

Love My DI ( An zhi )

Love & Thanks very much Mei ( Xin Rong )

Happy Xiao T.H.=D

26/10/11

YTD NAFA TEST its was very tired + i run contiue no stop to let myself dun giv up plus ok my running ok + onli my heart still nt ok.
cause i wana try something tt i run while i see my heart realli giv me prob or nt.
erm... like proof me wrong cause if my heart really got prob then i run by right got pain or wad but nv? no idea.
think food i must watch out liao.
i miss my God mom , Sis tht care me alot but i no time to msg or chat wif them. cause i bz this month after tht no more le i wana mass sms my mom but she kind of bz cause her sch start soon.
I wish her jia u for her sch dun giv up. ^.^
i having some fever for nth T.T wana haixz maybe weather ba?

Sick T.H.

16/10/11

This Week I very Tired & Sleep unwell + heart quite pain dun knw y?
eat plian food + etc also nt use.... think i really m,ust free then cn gnna see doc or else i think my life shorten.
i know my body very well. keep on tired + nt enff sleep T.T
Friend come back from sg le. Happy + erm.... also abit sad i gonna finish my whole month event then i cn rest or else sian sad....
i wana giv up but cnt.
I must jia u ^.^ no matter wad.

Tired + Emo + Sad T.H.

9/10/11

Too long nv write blog Sry for my both ppl who care me & cold to them cause i keep on Bz I very sorry.

Last 3 daes i staying in sch rdy for sat event quite fun overall ok... But sry tht i nv take care myself keep on like to sleep wana sleep no energy haixz & friend keep dun wan eat health food. then keep on fried food T.T till i realise my heart very pain & heavy T.T cnt sleep well waiting my boss to come back take over me to take care myself or i wan handel de this month then ok le.... I WAN STUDY + Rest T.T i dun wan let ppl see me & bully liao..

Tired Xiao T.H.

26/9/11

Today go NS check up then last selection they say my heart abnormal haixz gonna go de new hospital & check T.T is on 22 DEC 11 haixz no ppl wan company me sad lor,,, find....
my hand numb.
Happy thing my mom finally ok le ^.^ love u mom ^.^ i dun mind shorten my life to to giv my mom.
As long my mom really ok .... SRY mom IS MY FAULT that i nv go home 2 night cause u go outside eat...
every year is my fault T.T haixz SRY SRY......



SAD + Emo Tong heng

3 days > 23 / 9 / 11 to 25/9/11

23/9/11 - i go take my private exam wa.... exam paper like dun like me i dun know i cn pass or not sian haixz sad lor... WISH I CN PASS SIA or lese i dead meat...
After exam i free no stress yeah go shop & go eat dinner with friend cause he fly other country then i nv sleep etc then company my friend etc..... got alot of thin happen lazy to type no kind of mood.

24/9/11 - nv sleep ytd then direct go sch do duty etc wa siah i soild my 1st time nv sleep onli rest while then duty quite stress hope i cn do it well... ^.^ after that i hear from my dad my mom not well at 3+pm then i say i cnt go cause i still in sch haixz sad lor.... after that my dad cnt work 5hrs because of me nv come back cause i was bz in sch & eat dinner le i take cab come back

25/9/11 - my mom go hospital haixz morning i tired sad lor..... etc Pray hard she ok T.T haixz sleeping .... now then my aunt call me sian la... now going to see my mom.
noon go see my mom with my dad & aunt then we go ttsh after tht got 1 male nurse ask my particular abt my mom de... he ask me how old am i? i say 19. then he ask his colleague 19 cn meh? WTH... sia i heard dam angry. then my aunt is isit my dad ? he say yes.WA KOU DAM FUNNY HE THOUGHT MY MOM IS MY WIFE -.-"" HAHAHAHAHAXZ I sian la no mood of this kind of joke T.T
think todae gonna eat maggi mee lazy outside eat

22/9/11

21/9/11 - i go went to work very tired....
6am my dad suddenly rush to my room say quick wake up i wan watch de show i ytd record one dun knw y nv record he told me.... ok nvm i gonna wake up rdy to work le then help him lor.
after tht i see my hp wa kou my phone ask me on stand by wa kou i early wakew up sian la.....
then my dad cnt watchi his show then he use his friend to pull me say tht my friend know how to watch de show online by hp or wad.... then i tell my dad y dun ask them to teach u. My dad giv me xiao qi the face tht i dun like then he rush to living rm read news paper then i help hiom do the show thing la.... after tht ok le then etc lor.... i cnt sleep for 2hrs cause of my dad kou.... then he watch end i went to sleep 9+10+11 am like tht my friend call me quickly go padang to work i say ok lor... then my mom already buy food for me le kou la..... nvm i told my mom to save it for dinner in de end both my parents nv keep for me then eat my dinner kou? angry or nt?
i go work then kou rain + sun + windy carry thing etc.... then injure my hand T.T sad hor....
Tired

Then i now i cnt sleep dun knw y.... Kou....
the last week or last few days post i will post when i free....

Sad T.H.

14/9/11

YTD whole night nv sleep cause worry someone. Haixz
I think i over care ppl liao. i also cn dun care much ppl if ppl make me sad or angry. nvm over le... cnt sleep is not tht reason is my prob tht dun knw y i cnt sleep sad... My really best friend gone le cnt hear me talk. I wan find ppl to talk also cnt ok BB for my friend i will forget u le. Since U M.I.A for 2yrs nv contact me or was. I hate u . If u find me i also ignore u le.
I care my parent then they sometime scold me or hack care me. ok i think i also giv up liao.
TIRED LE.
i sleep abbit nia then my right hand cnt move dun knw y. haixz then use my nail to poke also no feeling haixz... now ok le.

I today got long dae to go . later going to work till hope is before midnight reach home for rushing my tuition @ 1.+am
After that thur i got Sch duty to do. Wa sei i hope i cn tahan no matter wad. i cnt fall .

God bless me.

Tired Xiao T.H.

13/9/11

YTD like having some nightmare.
haixxz... nvm over le... hack care also dun wan think much...
Sad ah my blk got ppl jump down -.- WT.... & i hear some voice....+ inside my rm also got WT.... haixz....

Then having some deep sleep Wa sei Dream abt i die WT.... Think nt possible ba.

If i Die I Worry my Parents Especially my mom T.T & my Dad & Bro.
mom got sickness
Scare Bro ask for $$ for my dad
Scare my ro nv tc hiself ETC.
If i gone .
Haixz... Dun think le
I Wish i cn study hard... Pass my exam let ppl no worry
my body start unwell soon liao...
after my another exam i go see doc fully check.
cause keep on like to sleep + chest pain + Gastric...
or i overthink ? nvm....
i dun think negative liao.....



Xiao T.H.

12/9/11

Today keep on Study till headache I Wana cry liao
i left 1 more week plus Exam hard to study sad i feel like going to die T.T
y my life so difficult zzzz... i feel so stress......
stupid gastric pain .... fine lor


Sad Sad T.H.

11/9/11

My Sch Exam Over Yeah ^_^ Sad is Scare Will Fail T.T After that I still got my Last Exam is Private Dip in Business I hope i can pass...

CCA I THINK I GONNA Stress soon + gonna b mad le cause i nv having too much stress in one go + alot of thing gonna handel by me If 1 step wrg i dead.

My Health Going to dec soon le My body for this month get weak soon if i nv see doc...
i having Gastric pain 3daes + headache on 5 daes + le... still cnt see doc yet. Cause is nt the time... After my whole thing i gonna see doc mayb?

Xiao lonely T.H.

22/5/11

early in de morning 5am wake up call an zhi go eat mac. bafter tht go work at 7am to almost 4pm like that go home......... After that meet jie wen , chu han & Yong sheng eat steamboat...... very full ^^ n drink half cup of tiger beer ^^

eat Big breakfast extra n like todae keep on treating ppl -.-"" haix.................. but todae quite fun ^^
sian i cnt eat see food much T_T

very tired wana sleep but cnt cause too full n hungry again ^^
I drink beer + soup + pesi + mug wa sei soild ^^

Xiao emo T.H.

24 to 25 dec

24 DEC. My b'dae.... Sad.... 7.30am wake up 1st go see doc for check up for my ear TT haix.... then i totaly wait 3in de half hrs for the doc TT haix..... after tht go parsis ris park wif my di n my jie n her BF ^^.... then we having so call panic ^^ her BF cook de fired rice dam nice sia ^^ hahaxz..... after tht we go play monopoly at my ipod touch ^^ then loser like nth happen hahaxz.... we totaly play 2 hrs + at there then we saw 4 cats then we feed them hahaxz....... after tht eat cake then.... We go home..... then my di n i go watch midnight movie hahaxz....... then go home ard 3+ am sleep ard 4+am then

25dec - i wake up ard 7.30am..... then go sleep for awhile till 8.30 suddenly got call say i got work then i g sleep again till 11.30am wake up rush eat lunch n go work ^^...

todae dun knw wad happen to me.... haix.................. T_T

27/11/10 - 28/11/10

27/11 - My friend N I go buy ticket at P.S. Then we take mrt go there after tht i go the newcomer there buy ticket....... She so funny sia..... n abit too rush... press $4 then del , then Student price for sat.... then i ask him sat got student price meh i ask him go ask ppl.... then she del then put us normal price..... lucky sia...... or else she sure kena scold hahaxz.......... i Very god de tell ppl very honest...

28/11 - then i meeting my friend at tam then tgt go P.S. Watch movie...... then my friend 1hrs + then come watch de harry potter wa sei he lucky he cn go in sia then i pass de ticket to him ^^ then he nv miss last part hahaxz........ after tht i todae eat 2 times dinner TT cnt eat sia haix TT then eat mac then cn eat more hahax.............. todae quite tired TT