This week.

I not so well since last week.... Wana find ppl to talk abit hard... My sis very bz... Ytd I don't knw y I was crying... I had no idea.... Now I going start to giv up myself liao.... 

I will not plan anything liao. Now onwards 

I wan watch movie this week before my exam de I don't think so liao... Never mind let it be ba....

I feel very moody... I no time last few week when u very unhappy or sad I accompany u. When you got time I already book you , you not free... I this few days very stress wana to find u talk de... Never mind forget it liao la....

I wana cry also cannot. I keep from myself very long liao..: Iexplode also never mind .

 

Emo TH

Sad

I feel left out again... I dont know y. Is like very hurt. & now my feeling going down Liao. Very upsad this few days. I don't knw what is real or fake. Or no gonna care Liao. I'm too tired for everything. I just wish is to pass my exam ok le. I feel so left out no ppl wan tell me what happen. Isit am I too annoying . Or what. Hais forget it Liao. 

EmO Xiao th

4.8.13

I very guity very long Liao.

I very hate ppl to Tok abt pass Sia.

When I never did it ppl say yes then yes lor. I fking giv up liao. I'm very upsad le.

I had dk who am I Liao.

I wana cry I really wan find ppl to Tok. Who can Sia. God pls tell me what I do.

Never mind who am i I had already giv up.....

This few week

I can't sleep this few week cause I very  hate myself...

A few work can discribe me that is stupid , stupid & blur stupid.

I trust ppl like no body include stranger... Wtf to me right...

I only know the person not really well plus only Tok to him or her only.

Then suddenly he or she wan lend $ I lend.

Then will return.

In de end say I never lend wtf I'm so stupid . Why trust a stranger....  

Now I not gonna trust any stranger Liao. I need to understand & etc then I see how...

Fk la tong heng y u so stupid....

I now only trust is my family , my close friend , my sis and di only lia0

I will nv turst anyone that I don't knw you fking well.....

Hais.... I'm so stupid for everything,

I wana cry , I wana ppl knw my feeling. I need a ear that can see my problem. I really upsad. I feel like Tearing  apart soon or later....

Emo th

29/6/13

This few days , week, not feeling so good keep thinking something that is unnesscery and keep on not good. worry so many thing. till i gonna b crazy liao. i also dont know y i think those unesserary thing like abt my sch work , exam , & alot hais.... wana find ppl to tok to dont know who to find to..... hais. hide till cant take it le but still hide till i find a suitable ppl to tok to ba. is abt my dream from my age 16.:( is very horrbile :(. hais this cause my body unwell now i dont care much liao.