Today27/6/12

I wana cry le I unwell I wan ppl pei me haixz I wana cry I wish my Mei will b wif me I really miss her & I wana see her more before I I wana go out wif her. I wana cry is y u sometimes so cold to me I really feel left out by u Nvm since already use to b a lonely life when u nt with me I very upsad This few days I going to start b lonely or emo dun stop cause u nt wif me & I really cnt take it u not with me I really miss u. I dun knw hw u feel to me My emotion is like weather I feel like crying my stress cnt take it le I feel like I wana nvm.... Is sad I fail 1 of my modual let my mood totally change &dun feel Study I very stupid :( Emo th wana cry only

Today

Haixz I'm such a useless ppl. That I cnt help my Mei to solve keep on let her keep thing by herself nv say out I feel like I very upsad see her like tht I super upsad wana emo.
When I wan to care her she seem like dw me I very de pain .
Mei I tell u nv believe urself means u nv believe ppl also cause u already haizz
I always beileve in u try to dun let u sad but I still let u sad I'm such a useless kor kor then ya
I really love u too much I just wan to b ur. Haizz think not possible ba cause u still haven forget him I think I wana let u forget him cause he hurt u too much I just wan to b ur side forever I dc u my Sis or gf I just wana stay wif u. To see u happy I think I fail
But u dun forget u sad or unhappy I will always wif u no matter what .

If I got any unhappy thing I think is nt de timing ask u to Tok to me.
Cause I only a sad boy wana b alone
I though u will company me I thought u will change my lonely life I think nah ba.

No matter wad pls tc & rest well
I miss u super much wana to hug u & dun let go

Xiao emo lonely
Is crying while typing this blog

11_6_12

i very worry my dear mei.... keep on kena nightmare....
i wish her get ride of it & have a nice sleep....
i dun mind de nightmare to me i just wana her sleep well i dw her get weak.....
i gonna crazy liao..... $_$ prob still haven solve yet. i wana cry liao la....... f my life...........

I such a useless kor kor that cnt solve her prob when she got prob..... just only see her like tht is hurt me......
i will pray her b ok...... i dw her sad........i wan her stay happy.....
haixz..... i think i cnt do it....... T.T
my body say de truth i abit cnt take it le. de stress still inside me nv release yet.....
i gonna start stm liao.... i scare i & her happiness gone T.T
i scare i will forget her but no............
i wish i cn see her happy ok le........

GOD PLS HELP ME TC MY FAMILY , MY GOD SIS , MEI, DI. & my some of de friend.....
 i wish them all healthy & stay happy .....
my mei also.....
imy.
ihy
ily

XiaoT.H. is ( _ _ _ )

5-6-12 & 6-6-12

5-6-12 : haixz today test really cant make it le..... i wana cry le...... i onli for 1 paper i can do.....
then todae paper i cnt do haixz i very upsad.....
thur paper i also cnt do cause no ppl teach me haixz.... haixz wana sob....
ok i plan liao if my common test i 2 paper i cnt do hor i gonna focus my business dipolma liao i really no choice......
miss my mei..... very much....
wana hug her forever......
love her....
i wish her pls tc....
& wish her exam can pass smoothly.......

Xiao t.h.
Emo , sad

4/6/12

Today exam haixz i had no idea i can pass or nt :(  cause i last min study.... & my chest is pain in de morning dun know y....
& i miss her...... i wish her pls tc & rest well... & wish her exam jia u...
sry again let u worry le.....
:c
miss u.... pls tc.....

if ppl still say me or everything bang to me i gonna mad sia....
wana cry but cnt.....

XiaoT.H.
wana cry T.T
but cnt

fk my friend & bro la

WTF my exam in de corner liao still dun understand me... fk la i no $ liao i still try to help u slove for ur thing. f la. i wana cry la.... u think i wan to help....

1) ppl no $ then lend from me. ok fine....
2) ppl so call good bro ah. when i no $ Fk off la no $ i know u all got only dun wan lend. i fking stress u all know..... i wana cry sia......
stupid me. stupid............ nxt time i see my mood liao.........

Xiao T.H.
Stupid & weak body.

3/6/12

today i make a 3 Big mistake that i nv make to let her hurt & sad :c
1) i nv hold her well in de end she go knock de wall :(
2) i cry again then let her sad & having heart pain
3) I shld not yell at her....
Just want to say sorry 99999999 X sorry i wrong....
i try to change not to yell or make u le........
is a good thing that i meet u cause u let me change alot.
& miss u ....
sorry that i make u cry is my fault.... i wont let it happen again......
i really miss u. Pls dun leave me no matter what.
i love u too....
Good luck on ur test & dun giv up i beileve u can do it...
& pls take care urself no matter what.
eat ur meal also & sleep early.

I will promise u that i will try my best to take care myself no matter what.

Xiao T.H.
Sad & sad. T.T.