24/12/11

Thank YouMY JIE & MEI Giv me Present & go underwater world instead of uss cause of rain >.<

starting i abit haixz cause is everything nv plan well cause of me & de rain T.T sob sob but ok le... Overall i very happy that jie & di 1st time on actual day celebrate my bdae if i nt wrg ^.^

Thanks love u all very much

To my Xin Rong ( Mei )

Thank for ur B'dae & Xmas Present

Sry that i nv giv u b'dae present cause i dun knw wad to buy i'm so sry. U are my dear mei tht sometimes let me worry T.T But as ur kor dun need say sry to me everytime. Cause i care for u ^.^

& i unhappy time u also gt care me ^.^

Pls tc when u see this blog ^.^

Love MY Jie ( Yee San ) & his BF

Love My DI ( An zhi )

Love & Thanks very much Mei ( Xin Rong )

Happy Xiao T.H.=D

26/10/11

YTD NAFA TEST its was very tired + i run contiue no stop to let myself dun giv up plus ok my running ok + onli my heart still nt ok.
cause i wana try something tt i run while i see my heart realli giv me prob or nt.
erm... like proof me wrong cause if my heart really got prob then i run by right got pain or wad but nv? no idea.
think food i must watch out liao.
i miss my God mom , Sis tht care me alot but i no time to msg or chat wif them. cause i bz this month after tht no more le i wana mass sms my mom but she kind of bz cause her sch start soon.
I wish her jia u for her sch dun giv up. ^.^
i having some fever for nth T.T wana haixz maybe weather ba?

Sick T.H.

16/10/11

This Week I very Tired & Sleep unwell + heart quite pain dun knw y?
eat plian food + etc also nt use.... think i really m,ust free then cn gnna see doc or else i think my life shorten.
i know my body very well. keep on tired + nt enff sleep T.T
Friend come back from sg le. Happy + erm.... also abit sad i gonna finish my whole month event then i cn rest or else sian sad....
i wana giv up but cnt.
I must jia u ^.^ no matter wad.

Tired + Emo + Sad T.H.

9/10/11

Too long nv write blog Sry for my both ppl who care me & cold to them cause i keep on Bz I very sorry.

Last 3 daes i staying in sch rdy for sat event quite fun overall ok... But sry tht i nv take care myself keep on like to sleep wana sleep no energy haixz & friend keep dun wan eat health food. then keep on fried food T.T till i realise my heart very pain & heavy T.T cnt sleep well waiting my boss to come back take over me to take care myself or i wan handel de this month then ok le.... I WAN STUDY + Rest T.T i dun wan let ppl see me & bully liao..

Tired Xiao T.H.

26/9/11

Today go NS check up then last selection they say my heart abnormal haixz gonna go de new hospital & check T.T is on 22 DEC 11 haixz no ppl wan company me sad lor,,, find....
my hand numb.
Happy thing my mom finally ok le ^.^ love u mom ^.^ i dun mind shorten my life to to giv my mom.
As long my mom really ok .... SRY mom IS MY FAULT that i nv go home 2 night cause u go outside eat...
every year is my fault T.T haixz SRY SRY......



SAD + Emo Tong heng

3 days > 23 / 9 / 11 to 25/9/11

23/9/11 - i go take my private exam wa.... exam paper like dun like me i dun know i cn pass or not sian haixz sad lor... WISH I CN PASS SIA or lese i dead meat...
After exam i free no stress yeah go shop & go eat dinner with friend cause he fly other country then i nv sleep etc then company my friend etc..... got alot of thin happen lazy to type no kind of mood.

24/9/11 - nv sleep ytd then direct go sch do duty etc wa siah i soild my 1st time nv sleep onli rest while then duty quite stress hope i cn do it well... ^.^ after that i hear from my dad my mom not well at 3+pm then i say i cnt go cause i still in sch haixz sad lor.... after that my dad cnt work 5hrs because of me nv come back cause i was bz in sch & eat dinner le i take cab come back

25/9/11 - my mom go hospital haixz morning i tired sad lor..... etc Pray hard she ok T.T haixz sleeping .... now then my aunt call me sian la... now going to see my mom.
noon go see my mom with my dad & aunt then we go ttsh after tht got 1 male nurse ask my particular abt my mom de... he ask me how old am i? i say 19. then he ask his colleague 19 cn meh? WTH... sia i heard dam angry. then my aunt is isit my dad ? he say yes.WA KOU DAM FUNNY HE THOUGHT MY MOM IS MY WIFE -.-"" HAHAHAHAHAXZ I sian la no mood of this kind of joke T.T
think todae gonna eat maggi mee lazy outside eat

22/9/11

21/9/11 - i go went to work very tired....
6am my dad suddenly rush to my room say quick wake up i wan watch de show i ytd record one dun knw y nv record he told me.... ok nvm i gonna wake up rdy to work le then help him lor.
after tht i see my hp wa kou my phone ask me on stand by wa kou i early wakew up sian la.....
then my dad cnt watchi his show then he use his friend to pull me say tht my friend know how to watch de show online by hp or wad.... then i tell my dad y dun ask them to teach u. My dad giv me xiao qi the face tht i dun like then he rush to living rm read news paper then i help hiom do the show thing la.... after tht ok le then etc lor.... i cnt sleep for 2hrs cause of my dad kou.... then he watch end i went to sleep 9+10+11 am like tht my friend call me quickly go padang to work i say ok lor... then my mom already buy food for me le kou la..... nvm i told my mom to save it for dinner in de end both my parents nv keep for me then eat my dinner kou? angry or nt?
i go work then kou rain + sun + windy carry thing etc.... then injure my hand T.T sad hor....
Tired

Then i now i cnt sleep dun knw y.... Kou....
the last week or last few days post i will post when i free....

Sad T.H.

14/9/11

YTD whole night nv sleep cause worry someone. Haixz
I think i over care ppl liao. i also cn dun care much ppl if ppl make me sad or angry. nvm over le... cnt sleep is not tht reason is my prob tht dun knw y i cnt sleep sad... My really best friend gone le cnt hear me talk. I wan find ppl to talk also cnt ok BB for my friend i will forget u le. Since U M.I.A for 2yrs nv contact me or was. I hate u . If u find me i also ignore u le.
I care my parent then they sometime scold me or hack care me. ok i think i also giv up liao.
TIRED LE.
i sleep abbit nia then my right hand cnt move dun knw y. haixz then use my nail to poke also no feeling haixz... now ok le.

I today got long dae to go . later going to work till hope is before midnight reach home for rushing my tuition @ 1.+am
After that thur i got Sch duty to do. Wa sei i hope i cn tahan no matter wad. i cnt fall .

God bless me.

Tired Xiao T.H.

13/9/11

YTD like having some nightmare.
haixxz... nvm over le... hack care also dun wan think much...
Sad ah my blk got ppl jump down -.- WT.... & i hear some voice....+ inside my rm also got WT.... haixz....

Then having some deep sleep Wa sei Dream abt i die WT.... Think nt possible ba.

If i Die I Worry my Parents Especially my mom T.T & my Dad & Bro.
mom got sickness
Scare Bro ask for $$ for my dad
Scare my ro nv tc hiself ETC.
If i gone .
Haixz... Dun think le
I Wish i cn study hard... Pass my exam let ppl no worry
my body start unwell soon liao...
after my another exam i go see doc fully check.
cause keep on like to sleep + chest pain + Gastric...
or i overthink ? nvm....
i dun think negative liao.....



Xiao T.H.

12/9/11

Today keep on Study till headache I Wana cry liao
i left 1 more week plus Exam hard to study sad i feel like going to die T.T
y my life so difficult zzzz... i feel so stress......
stupid gastric pain .... fine lor


Sad Sad T.H.

11/9/11

My Sch Exam Over Yeah ^_^ Sad is Scare Will Fail T.T After that I still got my Last Exam is Private Dip in Business I hope i can pass...

CCA I THINK I GONNA Stress soon + gonna b mad le cause i nv having too much stress in one go + alot of thing gonna handel by me If 1 step wrg i dead.

My Health Going to dec soon le My body for this month get weak soon if i nv see doc...
i having Gastric pain 3daes + headache on 5 daes + le... still cnt see doc yet. Cause is nt the time... After my whole thing i gonna see doc mayb?

Xiao lonely T.H.

22/5/11

early in de morning 5am wake up call an zhi go eat mac. bafter tht go work at 7am to almost 4pm like that go home......... After that meet jie wen , chu han & Yong sheng eat steamboat...... very full ^^ n drink half cup of tiger beer ^^

eat Big breakfast extra n like todae keep on treating ppl -.-"" haix.................. but todae quite fun ^^
sian i cnt eat see food much T_T

very tired wana sleep but cnt cause too full n hungry again ^^
I drink beer + soup + pesi + mug wa sei soild ^^

Xiao emo T.H.