24/6

Todae my bro suddenly bring his 2 children = 1 boy 1 gal come to my house then i very happy cn play with them then her daughter make my external hard disc drive drop on de floor then i suddenly shout at her then she very scare i scold her y drop my thing. then i also got sae sorry to her i shout at her then my bro told me she scare till her body very hot then i go make her happy n play with her to let her cool down... Sry to u shout at her nxt itme wont shout le Promise:)


Xia0 Em0

Hate myself

My bro come back home ard 3++ like tht when i was sleeping then i sleep like pig then he take his letters then go living rm after tht come bk my rm again take disc. This is a prob when i wake up time went to living rm i saw he take de disc on de floor then dun knw go where then i turn my head i saw He going to steal my Dad $$ then i sae wad u doing he shock then he sae he stomach pain wan go toilet then i sae kitchen no toilet ah he nth to sae... then i tell my mom abt it vry softly then he sae wad lor. ok forget it... I dun knw wan to tell my dad abt it or nt. Who can help me. Shld i tell or no...
Nw i getting sad Dun knw y i getting lonely n lonely So far best friend isit care for ppl or etc... Y he nv do it n giv me a anti promise Is vry pain... I very pain till i wan cry... I wan to find ppl to tok to also cannot family also like abit dun care me... I going to cry le. I dun wan go back last time so lonely no friend to tok to I Dun wan T_T... Pain ah wana cry............

Xia0 Em0
15/6/09
Darkness place
Lonely,Sad,Pain,unhappy.

Gastric Pain again

Wa kou i thought ok le now pain again... Nervous also Pain then nv eat much pain, eat much also pain... i cnt take it liao la... I must bear on it must hang on jia u jia u... once nervous sure my body cnt walk n pain... Sad

Xiao em0.

15/6

6+am wake up n run wa .sei my body getting weak liao run 2rd then very hard to breath n etc sian... Last few daes sad n angry. s0me1 Prm0mise me go out de then nv giv me a sms n call him i gt tht feel tht he will nt ans haix.... I Hate ppl Anti pr0mise when he/she pr0mise wan to do... Wad i d0 easy to bully ah very pain eh when u pr0mise then nv do Hate u...

9/6

This few days y i dun Y my gastric start pain liao i dun knw y n my whole body like dun wan to listen to wad ever they like sian liao i lost control liao who cn save me ah :( T_T i hope nxt term i wont lost control liao i must jia u..... But i not confident tht i will pass my exam my confident getting weaker n weaker sia i dun knw how to do... getting sad... Pain ah... Gastric haix...

Xia0 em0

8/6

Too many days nv write blog le haix... nth to write todae... haix look like i to study hard le wa kou my bro lent $$ from my dad nt eunff still lend from me $20 too... wa kou he got works i nv n I just a student onli sia i angry him... i hate myself y last few yrs pri time slack alot dun wan study n no insterted with study at all wa kou... hate myself... Y my life so........ haix... I wana hoildae wad shlid i do sian :( hate myself.......... alot ...........

Xiao em0...

4/6

Yeah... Finally exam over onli first 2 term haix jia u jia u... Wa kou my dad lies me sia last few yrs sae be4 i going ns take me go other country wa kou he always sae yes but he didnt do it wa kou 10yrs nv go le i miss m'sia. i wish i can go japan or somewhere... Hiax Sad la bored............... :( Must jia u this yrs cnt lazy this time must chiong liao jia u jia u :) =p